Let’s start with the obvious and to some, the main reason they are here. I am an older female (over 50) slave who is proudly Owned by a wonderful man who has made all of my dreams come true and continues to make me happy every day, serving Him.
I refer to Him as “Master” “My Owner” “Master-Sir” He refers to me mostly as “Bitch” or “slave” or anything else He wants to call me.
I am not His wife or His lover. I consider myself His property. To me, that is one step above being His slave. In that, He owns me just as He owns His cars, His house or His furniture. I am one of His prized pieces of property for Him to use as He wants to.
I have freely surrendered all my freedoms and my rights to Him. He uses me, trains me, and He disciplines me as he wants. Not as I want. I have no say in how He uses me or who He lets use me.
It’s offent called a CNC relationship. Consent/no consent. I consented to have no consent in how he uses me.
This is my little place on the big, bad Internet, where He allows me to be myself. To write about what I want, what i think about life, liberty, and pursuit of your kinkiest dreams. I also write about things that can help me become a better slave to serve Him.
Here, I get to talk openly and honestly about what it’s like to live your life and be the owned property of another person.
This is where I get to talk about why I love being His slave or His piece of property. I talk about the good, the bad, and the amazing.
The other purpose of this blog is to share my experiences and thoughts with others. Let me see into your life and ask your questions. I want your thoughts and opinions on becoming a slave to the man you love.
I like to help others on their journey into submission, to remove some of the fear, and to talk about the little things others don’t want to.
Overall, I get to come here to clear my head, work through issues, plan my life, and relive my dreams!
If any of that offends you, Leave Now!
My Story
It’s difficult to believe I consented to it over twenty years ago. No, let me change that. Actually, I offered myself to him with no strings attached. I asked Him to accept my unconditional surrender to His complete control of me and my life.
I wanted Him to see me as more than His slave. I wanted to be His property. I wanted to spend my life making His life easy and more fulfilled.
Since that fateful night He accepted my surrender, my life has never been better or more fulfilled. Strangely, it also seems to be getting better.
In simple terms, I consented to be non-consenting. Meaning that I, with sound mind and body, I have given Him consent to use me as He wanted to without him needing to ask me for permission or consent ever again.
He has no reason to ask or for him to reciprocate any sexual favors. Use me; use my holes as He wants.
That means He can do as He pleases with and to me without my permission. Yes, I will do anything He wants. And I Will accept any punishment He desires for failing Him in any form or shape.
Trust me, that was not an easy decision to make, but I am so glad that I made. It took a lot of talking, a lot of soul searching, and a lot of real-life proving he was the man to give my life to.
I needed to know that I could put my life in His hands and know that I was 1000% safe from harm. He proved to me in so many ways that He was the man for the task.
Notice I used the word “Harm”. There is a big difference between the word harm and the word hurt.
Few men have ever been able to do that to me. To do things that prove to me that I can trust them with my life. He did, and He does every day of our life.
The man, my Owner, uses me as He needs me without question. In return, He receives strict obedience from me. My life is focused only on Him and Him alone. I do that of my own free will.
If I fail him in any way or form, I expect to be punished as He sees fit. I work for, live for, and strive to make Him the happiest man in the world because He has made me the happiest female in the world by agreeing to be my Lord and Master. My Owner.
I call Him “Master-Sir”. He named me “Bitch Slave.”
This Blog
There was a blog before this, where I wrote occasionally about my life. I used it to help me solve some relationship issues, life issues, and curiosity issues i would have from time to time.
I used it as well to help other females who identify as submissive or even slaves. I helped answer questions for men who wanted to know how to be a better Master or how a slave/sub thinks—lending them my 15-plus years of experience of being owned.
In the kinky world, this is better known as BDSM or M/s.
This blog is a replacement for that blog. I am here to write, think, question, and correspond with others who seek to know more about me, my life, and my thoughts on being Owned, the BDSM world, and other things that relate to this lifestyle.
KNOW THIS!
My owner knows about this blog and has allowed me to spend what little free time I have on it. He has access to it as he has access to everything in my life. He may review what is being posted here, comment (he never did the old one), or tell me to kill it. It is always His decision.
When allowed free time, I am here, as well as a couple of popular kink sites. Fetlife for one.
Know This
My owner calls me “fluffy,” while others call me BBW or a flat slut. I have been overweight my entire adult life. I am not, and I never will be a skinny bitch. My Owner wanted a slave, not a beauty queen. He has a girlfriend who is beautiful, and He loves her for that, as He loves me for my obedience as well as my skills as His slave.
I need to protect my professional job working in one of the larger resorts on the Las Vegas Strip. So, the names of any people, places, and events may be changed. The photos, if any, will be altered, and questions that would or could reveal where I work or live will be denied or falsified to protect me, the people that I cherish who know me, and those who get to use me.
No, You do not get to use me or abuse me in any way. I will not send you naked photos or tell you how to contact me in private. I will not call you any of the names you requested, and I will not take any orders from you.
Those who get free use of me already know my Owner, so there will be no “Let me talk to your Owner.”
I will be adding updates and even reposting the older content from the old blog as I find it in my notes or from copies I find on the web.
Find Me
If I do social media:
twitter:Bslave56
Gmail: bslave56@..gmail
Find me on Fetlife
Just for the search engines and age filters:
This Blog is #NSFW Not Safe For work. Adults Only!
Yes, this female slave lives as an owned piece of fuck meat. I am 55 years old. My owner lets other men fuck my tight ass; they can fuck my sloppy pussy and play with my saggy boobs any time they want and I can not refuse them.
My passion is sucking cocks. i love to suck cocks. Public exhibition and sexual humiliation turn me on. I am naked in the house and when i am driving.
Did I mention that I love to give blowjobs?
Trust me when I say if you were allowed to feel my shaved slave pussy, You would feel how smooth it is and how wet it is as I start thinking of how I was going to be used.
My shaved pussy is always wet, and it is sloppy. It has always been sloppy. I am fat; He calls me fluffy. My tits are huge, and saggy. I like my nipples pulled on.
If I scream or beg those using me to stop, those using me have no obligation to stop unless they are causing bodily harm. My scream means nothing; continue using me for your pleasures.
I am fluffy, and I am an owned slave to be used for my owner, my master’s kinky needs, as well as to be used by His friends for their sexual perversions and often as their domestic wench. I can clean the house to be as spotless as the day you moved in. And I do it naked. .
I use words like Cum dump, anal whore. fuck slut. A slave who is owned, I belong to him out of my own free will. He owns me and tells me how to live, who will use me for sex or not), and when and how they will be allowed to use me.
I have no choice in who or when I am used for sex. I clean His house and wash His car. His girlfriend will have her pussy licked clean by me after he fucks her silly. I will constantly happily lick his cock clean of their juices.
What More Would you like to know?