It’s been an interesting couple of years as The Pretty Brunette’s view of me has gone from “who the hell is she and when does she move out? ”  to now where I serve her almost as if she was my Owner and I do it all with a loving smile. 

When she is here, this is her house and she sleeps in the Master bedroom with my Owner while I am sent to sleep in my bedroom. They are the image of the perfect couple in love who just happens to also have an obedient, naked household slave.

As I wrote previously, she was here for Thanksgiving and had some health issues that she thought needed my attention.  That led to my Owner finally driving her to her home in San Diego.

Then on Wednesday, my Owner, had me fly out to stay with Him in her condo while He is helping her with the doctor/clinic visits and testing.   I thought I was going there to help comfort and support Him, to be His slave. Now I have found my heart and my mind thinking more about and worrying about her than about Him (sort of).  I am worried about her more so than just my Owner’s girlfriend, but as someone that I truly care for and love.  As if she was a member of our immediate family.

I have never seen “us” as a Male/Female/female relationship. Just a Master/slave/Female relationship.  That was until now. This time here has given me another perspective on who we are.

What I mean is that I can feel the pain my Owner is going thru, as some of the tests are coming back and they are not good.  I am here for Him and to help comfort Him if needed.  Yet, It’s not just His heart that is breaking, but I am realizing mine is as well. 

Partly because it is hurting Him, but now I am also hurting for her and wanting/praying for her to be better. Not just because she is my Owner’s girlfriend, but because she truly is an important member of our little family.  

Now when I say this has been and still is an interesting journey for me, it really is. This incident has opened me up to another new way of seeing my life and my service.  As well as realizing that my heart is attached to another person… 

Thank you for letting me get this off my mind and into the universe….