Living a Consensual Non-Consent Lifestyle (CNC)

Author: slave (Page 6 of 30)

My Current Life

The last three months have been a long road, and I have not been very good at keeping up. Life gets in the way! So maybe this is the start of a wonderful revival!

Everybody left. No family is currently here or planning to visit for at least a few weeks. It feels nice to have the house back back to our everyday day-to-day lives, or whatever this is now. But I also miss having them here to serve and to be used by them.

On top of the others I was serving, having an eighteen-year-old stud muffin, Master’s nephew, with energy and the ability to reload quickly, was getting to be too much for this old slave!

Master’s Update

Master Sir has regained most of his abilities. He is sleeping in his own bed, and when Miss Amy is not here, he allows me to sleep with him.

On the nights she is here, I am told to sleep on the floor on his side. Otherwise, I am in my room. She has started to enjoy having me on the floor, knowing a wet tongue is close by if needed.

No More Orgasms

I know, we have been down this road before. But with the help of Miss Amy, Master-Sir has kept to His promise of never letting me have an orgasm. The longest I have gone without one is six months. Most of the time, He will break and let me have one for a special occasion or allow others who use me to have one. They like to hear me moan, cry, and slobber when I have permission to cum.

But it’s been three months since my last one, and even those who use me have agreed never to let me have one, no matter how badly I beg. And I have yet to slip and get punished.

He smiles when he tells me how long it’s been (three months) and that it will be that way for a long time, “maybe forever.” This time, I think he means it.

Explaining the pain, agony, and excitement of not having when is always challenging. The most painful part is when I am reminded of it, as Miss Amy makes me edge myself on the furniture while they watch, and she asks me how long since my last one. She is getting good at verbal humiliation!

I want one, and I may think I need one. But when denied, I get more submissive. More humble. I know that I am here to please Him and them, so my needs should not matter. And they don’t matter.

Their pleasure is what’s important and is my purpose here. And since I am not some beauty queen looking for love, conversation, and cuddling, my purpose most times is to be used simply as a friendly cumdump. I have three wet holes when they need relief. Nothing more.

Miss Amy Update

Miss Amy has made the transfer from Reno to Las Vegas. She spends most of her days working from the boss’s house. She comes over here to help my Owner with reports and other details. Then she will spend the night.

Master needs the help of the little blue pill now. So she has me suck His cock until it’s hard, then sends me to stand in the corner while I listen to them have romantic sex. And as usual, after they are done, I am called back to the bed to get them drinks and some towels and to suck His cock clean, then lick her pussy clean.

She has fallen asleep a couple fo times as I worshipped her pussy. Master-Sir likes it when I do that.

Master-Sir has not fucked me in over a month. I should correct that. He has mounted me, pounded my pussy or ass as best he could, then pulled out to cum. Or He stopped because he went weak or soft. But has yet to fuck my pussy or my ass and let me feel His warm cum in my holes other than blowjobs 🙁

Miss Amy has begun to enjoy a mid-afternoon orgasm when she is here, and I am off. After lunch and after I clean up, she likes to sit on a stool in the kitchen, start to read a book or something and have me between her legs licking and kissing her beautiful pussy while ignoring me.

Today

Now that life is back to a routine, and I am back working full-time, the morning rules are back in place. After my breakfast routine, I am to dress. If someone is here, they get to pick out what I wear. After that, they can use me however they want before I am allowed to get dressed.

Before I leave for work, I am inspected. Makeup on, a bra if needed. A smooth pussy, hard nipples, and a butt plug in place (no panties). The butt plug is only allowed to be removed by someone else. Usually, my Boss/Dom. But some days, He is too busy, and my number two man is also working hard, so I go the entire day filled (not good).

If it is removed, it is put back in before I leave for home. At home, Miss Amy likes to play with it before pulling it out, teasing me and making me beg for relief. She will also have me tell her who all used me that day and how they used me. Then she teases. She is asking me if I had an orgasm today or if I wanted one and begged for it. No, yes.

At night, if He/they are watching TV or something like that, I get to lay on the floor at my Owner’s feet. It’s a beautiful place to be. I feel safe and loved when I am there, and He will occasionally lean down and pet me.

It especially feels wonderful to know the worst has passed and we can move forward. He is still with us, and I am still here to serve Him.

Thank you for your patience and your kind words.

I enjoy reading everything you send me!

The Son Gets Educated

Kind of a catch up, then onto what I wanted to talk about.

Master-Sir was getting better and even tried to have sex with Miss Amy. But he failed. Master-Sir had a slight relapse. Lost His speech again and His movement in His left arm.

Then, a week later, he started to get better. Last week, he made it up the stairs, and we spent our first night in the Master Bedroom in months.

As much as I hate doing it, I was honored to finally be able to take Master’s stream in the morning. There seems to be an emotional bond when I serve Him like that. I hate the taste, but I love the feeling of loving Him as I swallow it as He pats my head, telling me I was a good slave.

Master-Sir’s older Brother, Kevin, returned at the end of May. He brought his eighteen-year-old son, Kenny, with him, which changed a few things around here.

Master-Sir told me that even with Jr here, I would still be the house slave and wear a skirt. My big saggy tits would still be open and available to play with, but my pussy and ass were undercover, always accessible, but not on view.

The introduction was as it usually is. They hear the word “slave,” and they are all smiles, anxiously awaiting to meet this skinny, young thing with long blonde hair and big tits. Then they see me: fluffy, saggy tits and lots of cushion on the body.

He took it smiling, but I could read His facial expressions. His dream was dashed. I knew what was in his head. And at first, He tried not to be around me too much or touch me, even when Daddy encouraged him to play with my tits.

The first night at dinner. I cooked the meal, served the men, and then knelt on the floor, waiting to be fed by hand by my Owner. Kenny was startled when He saw that.

That first night, they were all out by the pool. I was in the house getting fresh drinks when he came into the kitchen, wanting to ask me questions. Master-Sir told him I would answer anything.

The first question was like this: “You will let me fuck you whenever I want? Really?” Of course, I had to remind Him that I don’t “let” anyone “do anything. It’s all by permission of my Master, and Yes, He said I was to allow Him full use of all my holes. And yes, I will obey Him as the men explained to him.

I saw the tent go up in His shorts. He smiled. “You just do as He tells you?”
It’s not as simple as it sounds, but yes. He commands I obey. And I enjoy living like that.

He touched my hard nipples as if they were glass. I told Him He could pull on them if He wanted. I enjoy feeling the pain. He did and I of course moaned, he smiled, and his cock got a little stiffer.

At that point, Daddy came in and heard a little of the conversation. He let Junior know it was the same for him when He understood who and what I was.

He had me stand in an Inspection pose. Stand straight, hands behind my head and legs apart. Eyes forward.

Master Kevin smiled. “Let me show you.” And I felt His fingers on my pussy. “She is shaved, always shaved. And if you feel she is wet. Always wet.”

I saw the son look down, and His fingers went where His fathers just were. He was also blushing. I guess having sex talk with Daddy is a little humiliating.

I moaned and smiled as two of His fingers went into my pussy. “Thank You, Sir”
He stopped. She was asking what I just said. I told Him it was a slave’s way of showing respect to a Master using her like that. I was thinking Him for pleasuring me. Hoping He was pleased that I was wet for Him.

I was ordered to bend over and spread my ass cheeks. “She has a sloppy pussy, but its still fun to play with. Anal is with a condom, and if you do use her ass, you can use lube or use her pussy first. The same thing! ”

I need to address Him as Master Kenny. Master Kenny took His hands away from me. “Anal?”, I smiled. Yes Sir. All three holes are there for you to use if you want.”

He softly admitted, “I never did anal.” I thought he probably never really wanted to tell Daddy about His sex life. But now He knew I was there for Him to use. Daddy smiled.

” She is there, and I am sure she will help you so you don’t hurt yourself.” I thanked Him for that and mentioned that I do like pain, but I prefer to be lubed in that hole.
He slapped my ass, telling me I wasn’t told to talk. I apologized.

He finally told his son that I would answer his questions and that he shouldn’t worry about asking something stupid. He wanted him to learn from me.

“She also gives the best blowjobs. If nothing else, use her mouth. And she swallows without any issues. However, Your Uncle and I don’t allow her to cum. No orgasms for the slave. She’s here for our pleasures, not hers. Ok?” He nodded in agreement as Daddy grabbed the cold beers and walked out to the pool.

Once, Daddy was out of the room and out of earshot. “That’s not right.” I wasn’t sure what he meant. “Not letting you cum. That’s mean.” I smiled; it was more of a laugh.
I have not had an orgasm in several months. And as my faithful readers know, I may not like it, but I enjoy how much more submissive it makes me. He’s catching on.

I knelt and asked permission to care for that tent in his pants. He smiled, and his shorts were on the floor in a flash. He stood there with his hard cock flapping in the breeze, smiling at me like he had just won first prize or something.

I knelt as I took his cock in my hand and guided it into my mouthI always that that first taste of a new cock. Being young, His reaction was incredible. He was moaning from the first moment my tongue touched the head. It already had precum on it.

Daddy and Junior are almost equal in size, but Junior is a little thicker and more ungroomed. I commented that a girl, even a slave, likes a man well groomed. He apologized, telling me he would fix that as soon as possible. But he stopped talking as I took him all the way in my mouth. I thought He would pass out as I heard Him grab the counter for balance.

After bobbing my head up and down on His stick, hearing Him almost cry out to the world, I made a quick movement and started to suck on His balls. Again, He almost passed out .

Being young, inexperienced, and fertile, He came quickly. I made some noises to let Him know I was enjoying swallowing all He gave me. “Oh, Man, you do swallow. I never had a girl do that before.”

I held Him in my mouth until he was soft. I kissed the head of His now soft cock and then kissed His feet to thank Him for that treat.

He smiled as I looked up at Him and licked my lips. “You are serious, I can fk’in really. “
I had to finish his sentence. I let him know privately that if my owner does not need me, I am there for him to use me as he wants, even if it’s just to talk. “three holes, no waiting.”

Before we went to bed, He was already wanting to fuck. I love young men!!
I had to assure him that even if I am not allowed to cum, I still do enjoy being used for sex. I will still moan and groan like any other female, especially if you are a little rough with me and I get very wet and very needy. I may even beg to cum, but Master-Sir told Him always to say “No”.

“What happens if you do? Like if I make you?” Good question. Being young also means they all think they are the stud men of the world and will rock my world. I smiled and told him if he could make me cum (good luck), against my Owner’s wishes, I would be punished.

All I got from that was a “Holy Fuck, this I going to be a wild vacation.!”
And yes, He later told the men that he never had a blowjob like what I just gave him.


More to come/cum?

The worst is over

It’s been two months since my Owner had his stroke. We went from not being able to walk or talk to being able to work a wheelchair and talk short sentences back to using a whiteboard and almost no hand or arm movement to short words in whispers and use of hands but not fingers on the left hand.

I went from being used by both His brothers who were visiting (with my Owner’s blessing), as well as serving my own brother, to being almost alone except for visitors and Miss Amy.  To have been able to give Master a blowjob while Miss Amy tried to fuck Him once, to nothing. 

Master-Sir’s goal is to sleep in His own bed upstairs. For now, He is camped out in the guest room downstairs. This is where He has made it clear that I will be sleeping there, with Him, and nowhere else until further notice.  Well, in the bed or on the floor, as He decides.

With all this going on, I cannot imagine where I would be mentally without the help of my wonderful Boss. He has worked so hard to ensure that I can work from home as much as possible.

On the days He needs me in the resort, He will come by in the morning, and I will fix Him and my Owner breakfast.  Then, He will take me upstairs to pick out my outfit for the day. After that, and before I am allowed to get dressed, He likes to fuck my ass while telling me about His current girlfriend/ladyfriend, who thinks anal sex is “disgusting.” 

He also has told me how she can suck His cock almost as good as I can. The one thing He doesn’t like, but he’s not sure how to fix it or if He will fix it, is that she almost demands that He goes down on her before or after she sucks His cock.  It’s that “equality” thing!  He says as He smiles.

Often, when he is talking about them having sex, He seems to get a little rough with me naturally.  Forcing His cock into my tight hole with a lot of force and faster strokes. He will also start to pull my hair harder. He is almost making me come. 

With my hair pulled back and my head facing forward as He rams His cock into me, I am breathing heavily and about to start begging Him to allow me to cum. At that point, He has me repeat, “Thank you, Sir, for not allowing this slave to cum. This bitch slave is not worthy of that pleasure.”

Of course, that just drives me crazy, wanting to cum from His using my holes!  He cums and holds me still until I feel the least pulse of His cum. Once His breathing is back to normal and He lets go of my hair, I turn around to suck His cock clean before asking permission for me to clean up and get dressed.

I start my day with a big smile on my face!

They tell me the worst is over. 

At this point, it seems Master-Sir is stabilizing, not going backward in His progress. Everyone tells me they are seeing more and more progress every day. But since I am with Him the most, I guess I really don’t see it.

I know He will not be back 100%, but I just want this to be over and for Him to be as close to normal as possible quickly!

I want to thank you all for the love, well wishes, and support you have shown me since this all began. I can’t express enough how much your support has helped us. 

Love,

Bitch Slave

Lunch with a treat

Today was the first 90-degree day. This means the pool season has officially started. As a slave, I am always naked, but for others, our pool is clothing-optional. My men were nude and enjoying the sunshine.

I made my men a light lunch of sandwiches and chips and served them on the patio. I knelt beside them, and they fed me their scraps.

Later, I cleaned the table and went to put everything away, then get my men fresh beers. I was in the kitchen, having just cleaned everything up. Reaching the refrigerator, I grabbed two bottles and popped the tops off.

With a bottle in each hand, I used my knee to shut the door. As the refrigerator door closed, I was slightly startled by His presence. I did not see Him there, nor did I hear Him come in, but He was smiling at me.

I looked down and saw His cock start to grow. Without a word, He grabbed my ponytail and pushed me to my knees. I went to put the bottles down, and He warned me. “Drop those bottles, and I will beat your ass.”.

I held the bottles up as I opened my mouth; Without waiting, he pushed His cock into my throat. He doesn’t gag me, but he fills my mouth very nicely.

Holding one beer in each hand, I was helpless as he held my head and started to fuck my mouth. He started fast and hard and never slowed down.

I was trying to keep Him in my mouth and hang on to the bottles. He would pull out a little bit, and I could feel the head of His cock on my lips before he pushed it back until I could feel His pubic hair on my nose. And do it again.

I was drooling and trying to breathe with each stroke. He reminded me of the rules for blowjobs. “Deep throating is mandatory; breathing is optional.”

“Hurry up, slave, I need to get back out to the pool.” He increased His speed. Soon, I heard Him take a deep breath and stop moving. His cock head was right on the tip of my tongue. I felt it start to pulse as I tasted His precum. Then He shot His load down my throat. My reward for a job will be well done.

I could feel Him take a deep breath as He held my head and finished filling my mouth as I tried to swallow it all.

He stayed almost motionless, and I worshipped His cock, making sure each drop of cum was licked off Him as He went soft.

He stepped back, letting His cock fall out of my mouth. He smiled at me. He wiped the last drops of his cum on my lips, then turned to go back outside; I heard Him say, “Dam, I’m going to miss that.”

My Brother leaves on Sunday, and I will miss Him too.

Some Q&A

Life here is finally starting to look more normal.  Master-Sir is regaining His abilities more every day. 

My Brother and his brother have left for now. His older brother said he would return soon, but he has not told us when.

So, I thought now may be a good time to answer some interesting questions left by a friend on FetLife about my post “How to Operate this Slave.”

Are you doing your part?

My part would be obeying and serving. I would also guess that in this case, it was more “being of service.” I was there to serve His wants and needs, along with a gentle, submissive push to help Him understand I am really here for Him, to do for Him things He doesn’t need to worry about.

Have you learned what both brothers like for drinks, food, etc. What are their normal morning/daily/evening routines?

I love to be challenged and having multiple people to serve, keeps me on my slave toes.  To remember who drinks what. Who likes this or hates that.

My brother is a Midwesterner. He is simple. He likes me to kneel at the bedside, holding a fresh cup of coffee. When he wakes up, he takes the coffee and dismisses me. I leave to get his bathroom ready, then head down to fix breakfast.

The brother is similar. Wake him up, give Him coffee, and leave Him alone. However, towards the end, He did start asking me (Grrr.) to come back in and towel Him off after His shower, and that led to being used for a morning anal fuck.

The stroke has turned all the peoples involved lives upside down for now. How do you make them comfortable? How do you make them comfortable with you/your status on a daily basis?

I loved this question! For many people, His brothers especially, they see BDSM and Master/slave as only being about sex, whips, chains, and “abuse.”

And I do know that for most people in this lifestyle, that is it and is only in the bedroom and only on the weekends, etc…

This is where I really got to be of service to even the vanilla people in our lives. 

For His parents, they never had to leave their son’s side while in the hospital. I made the call for their Ubers, I brought them better chairs, fresh blankets. After the initial shock and I fell into slave mode, I could make the calls back home to update the family.

Back at the house, I made sure the beds were freshly made, the house was clean, and they had all the drinks, snacks, and foods I knew they liked in the house.  A good blowjob seems to be the best way for men to relax and I’m really good at that!

Everyone just fell into knowing that what they needed would be there for them. Not to worry.  I served them all in one way or another.  So, they could focus on their family member’s health.

You have already found out that Master Jerry wasn’t quite comfortable. Going from 0-100 in a short time must leave him with some questions.

One night after leaving the hospital, back home, where I was getting naked and getting back into my slave mode, kneeling at the brother’s feet.  He explained to me the problem He was having and it’s a normal one.

We were in the living room, and I was starting to get His pants off so I could get to His hard cock.

He was laughing as he was struggling. We had just left his brother, in the hospital, all the tubes and such and now I was about to give His brother a much-needed blowjob.

He was enjoying it yet confused by His emotions. This should not be happening. We are supposed to be thinking about Him and Him getting better. But I am there sucking a cock and He is smiling, relaxing. It was not sexual, it was therapeutic.  In His Words “this is not normal, but yet it is.”

The brother was relaxing, the blowjob was not sexual as it was helping him deal with the stress of knowing his brother is not well. 

To His brother, the blowjob was letting His life unwind. No need to think, no need to reciprocate, no need to wonder what is after He fills my mouth with His reward, and I swallow, then I go to get Him a drink before bed.

I did all this for him without Him having to say a word, and I also did it with my usual smile. To Him, this was like living in an alternate universe.

You don’t “use” a woman like this in His world. You don’t just lay back, let her suck your cock and then fetch you a drink.  That’s what He was fighting.

What He finally did is realize that this is freedom.  I am free because I am owned. He is free to use me as he wants without guilt.

I hope that made sense.

How is therapy working for Master?

Thank you for this question. He has a visiting nurse twice a week. At the end of the month, the office trips for therapy end. It’s all done here at home now. There is more walking, talking, and focus on the future. It reminds me of elementary school. Learning to say the words correctly, hand movements, and such. One day at a time. 

Master Sir has always been a positive-minded man. He sees the good and not the bad. To him, this is just a bump in the road. 

His main motivation was to get to the point where he could have a romantic night with Miss Amy and fuck her brains out ASAP!

How to Use This Slave

In my previous post, I mentioned that Master Sir’s younger brother, Master Jerry, was still having issues using me for His pleasures.

So I kindly wrote Him this note and humbly begged Him to read it. If it offended Him, I would accept His punishment. But I do believe that it would (and it did) help Him understand how to use me for his pleasures..

How to operate this slave

Dear Master Jerry

Ever since I turned my life over to my Master (Your brother) and made Him my Owner, my life has been a dream.  This is the life I was meant to live, and I enjoy every minute of it.

So please understand. I know it isn’t as easy as the porn videos or the novels make it out to be. Being a Dom is work. But the rewards can be wonderful.

For the best results, please lead me, control me, and command me. I work best when you tell me what to do, what you want, and what you need.

Yes, I know that modern feminism has pounded into your head that we must be equals in all areas. They are wrong.  I want equality in that I have the right to determine how I want to live just as much as you do.

And this is how I want to live my life. As a slave to a worthy man

Although I am not a supermodel or the skinny little plaything, you would imagine if you could design your own slave. I make up for what I lack in beauty, enthusiasm, and skill.

Besides, I have a body that was meant for you to abuse it and abuse it. You can’t hurt this one!

To help you understand how to use me as your slave, here is kind of a primer on how to use me for your pleasures and comfort.

In short: I am here to please you. It’s my purpose in life to make your life easier and more relaxing. 

If you want something, I am here to get it for you.

How to Operate Bitch Slave for Optimum Service.

  • I need you to lead me. Let me follow. Never have me in front of you; that’s not proper.  Walking side by side is preferable, but you must always take the lead.
  • Tell me. Don’t ask.  Want a fresh, cold beer? Tell me to get you a fresh beer. Want me to stand naked in the corner while you watch porn? Tell me.
  • Say “I want,” not “Can I?” When you want to fuck my ass, tell me when, where, and how. Like “Slave, head down, ass up, NOW”
  • Do not ask me, “Did you like that?” What I think doesn’t matter. How I felt doesn’t matter. If you hurt me but you enjoyed it, that’s what matters.
  • Your orgasms are very important to me. Mine is not.  If you want me to have an orgasm, please tell me, or I may ask or beg. If you think I do not deserve to cum or want me to wait, tell me.  Don’t be afraid to say “no”, I will obey and try to stop it from happening. Your pleasure is my focus.
  • Never be afraid to say No instead of Yes. Don’t be afraid to deny me the requested pleasure.
  • You chose when and where I sleep. What I wear, where and when I can use the bathroom.
  • The bathroom in the garage is the only bathroom I am allowed to use.  Please allow me to continue using it. There is also a pee pad outside by the patio if you so command.
  • If I fail to please you for Any reason, I will accept any punishment you desire.
     
  • It works best if the punishment is as soon after the failure as possible. And that it hurts me.
  • When punishing, please do not give in to my “please stop” or when I say it hurts.  I am there to be punished and to learn from my mistakes.
  • If I say yellow or red, those are safe words. Those really do mean to Stop and rest.  Otherwise, ignore any request to stop. Continue whatever you are doing until you are ready to stop 
  • I love pain if it brings you pleasure.
  • My sexual use is for your pleasure, not mine. There are three holes for you to use when and how you want. I also swallow with no gag reflex. I also clean off your cock after using me, no matter what hole you used.
  • If you are having romantic relations with a female, I can be used to get you drinks, a massage, or a cleanup. 
  • I ask permission to ask that we not engage in anything romantic. That’s not what I am here for; anything romantic has always been off-limits except for my Owner.
  • Please feel free to make your own rules. I am here to serve you.  As long as they do not harm me, injure me, leave permanent scars, or put me/us in jeopardy, I will do as you tell me to do without any hesitation.

These are things I hope can help you to use me for your benefit.

While here, I am Your Slave, Use Me as you want. Please.

Thank You

An Update

Master Sir is recuperating nicely at home. His older brother Kenny had to return to Chicago for work, but he said He would return in a month.

His younger brother Jerry is staying for a few weeks. His company has allowed Him to work remotely. Master Jerry has now moved into the Master bedroom and allows me to sleep with Him. The parents also left town. His sister is still MIA.

Miss Amy is still staying at the house. She is trying to cover for my Owner in his job. When this happened, she was here to talk to the company owner about her relocating to Las Vegas, so it was good timing.

Master Jerry is still having issues with commanding me as His slave. He wants to help, and he wants to do things for me. Worst part of all? He asks to use me. Ugh!!

Just fuck me when and how you want to fuck me! Three holes, no waiting. It helps that He has a really nice cock that He knows how to use (sort of) and can reload pretty fast.

On the good side, He loves anal sex almost as much as I do!

The Best News Thus Far?

My brother called to tell me he will be flying in on Friday and plans to stay for at least a week! I get to see my brother, and I get to serve Him!

I love you all!

Thank you all for your continued prayers, warm thoughts, and well wishes!

Love

Bitch Slave

What Happened?

Some of you may be wondering what happened to me. Last month, without any notice, I suddenly signed off on Fetlife, and then my Blog went dark.

Now I pop up back here. So I am sure some of you are probably wondering, “WTF” (maybe not)

So here is what happened

Last month, my Owner suffered a stroke while working from home. His new girlfriend, Miss Amy, was there and heard Him crashing on the coffee table in the living room.

She called 911, and then she called me. My Boss/dom took me to the hospital. His Boss and the Boss’s Wife were already there. Master-Sir was still in the ER. His Boss took my phone and had his wife call the family. I was not able to comprehend all that was happening, but I knew they needed to know.

Once Master left the ER and rested in a room, they allowed me to see Him. But that was all. I lost it several times, and apparently, I passed out once from seeing Him and all the machines He was attached to.

They told me He had lost feeling and sensation in His left side and probably would have speech problems, but they needed to wait until morning to start any serious evaluations.

So they said to go home. They would stay in touch if necessary.

Miss Amy took me home. We both curled up on the couch, and she let me cry into her shoulder for a while. We tried to watch a movie while trying to answer calls from family and friends. Somewhere along the line, I fell asleep.

I woke to the doorbell ringing. I realized it was late, and Miss Amy had gone to sleep in the guest bedroom.

Looking at the doorbell camera, I saw it was my owner’s older brother, Kevin. He had apparently caught the first flight out of Chicago the minute he got the call.

Opening the door, He smiled and grabbed me as I fell into His arms, crying—tears of fear and joy. Seeing Him, a friendly face, was what I needed.

Six months ago, Kevin was still thinking I was the devil incarnate and was the lead man in His family’s hatred toward me. The fat chick who somehow conned their son into marrying me.

That was until he figured out who I am and his brother’s lifestyle. Now, he is my friend, and he is educating himself to become a worthy Dom.

After getting back into the house and closing the door, I knelt on the floor to properly welcome him into the house. He had me look up at Him, holding my chin.”Your Owner told me the last time I was here that you were to obey any command I gave as if it came from Him. Is that still true?”

With tear-filled eyes and a smile, I answered the affirmative.

I know how awful this sounds, but for a slave like me, that was music to my ears. I needed someone strong to keep me going, keep me focused, and run my life. Otherwise, I would go crazy trying to decide for my Master/Husband.

I am a slave; I know that I was born to serve the men I respect and to obey my Owner and anyone He designates to use me.

Master’s brother was almost identical to Him. He was tall, strong, and well-built. Since realizing who I was, his dominant side has come out. And I liked that. Right now, I needed that.

Miss Amy stepped out of the bedroom to see who it was. I made the proper introductions, and then she went back to bed.

He looked at me. “Good, I’ve been dreaming of a blowjob and some sleep, in that order,” He grabbed my hair and had me crawl behind him up to the Master Bedroom.

He may be a new Dom, but he can be polite like his brother. He asked if I objected to him sleeping in the big bed. I did not. He then told me that I was allowed to sleep with Him. I smiled and thanked Him.

I knelt at the side and waited. He got naked and climbed under the covers. I had to tell Him I didn’t enter the bed without permission. He smiled as I saw His cock get hard at those words. Or maybe it was already getting hard. “Bitch, get in bed”. I did as commanded.

He held me tight, grabbing one of my nipples, saying he would handle what needed to be handled. For me to not worry about anything. With that, He pushed my head under the blankets and my mouth onto His hard cock.

I keep thinking how bad this sounds, but I needed that. Even if I was happily giving His brother a blowjob while my Owner lays in a hospital bed with tubes and monitors attached. I am doing what I was meant to do: to serve. I was hopefully making my Owner proud. And I was enjoying the feeling of His cock.

Soon, He held the back of my head as He filled my mouth with my reward. His cum was warm and delicious! I held Him in my mouth until soft. When I popped out from the covers, he was already asleep. I curled up next to Him and fell asleep as well.

My usual routine is to wake Master up with a fresh cup of coffee, then take his cock and swallow His morning stream. Besides the cup of coffee, his brother wanted to be left alone as he got ready.

I fixed breakfast for the two of them. After serving them, I knelt on the floor between them as they ate and talked, ignoring me while hand-feeding me their scraps.

His younger brother and the parents will be in town shortly. Miss Amy said she would move into my bedroom for the next few days, and his brother could have the guest room. The parents (who still hate me) will stay at a hotel close to the hospital. That problem is solved.

The younger brother Jerry was already at the hospital, and the parents were checking into the hotel. He was a wonderful sight to see. He is a little shorter and not as well built—more of an office nerd type of build. Still cute!

Jerry has known I was a slave for a couple of years now but promised to keep it quiet. He kissed me and hugged me. Holding me as we walked into the room my Master was in. I needed that moral support.

The parents came in, said hello to the brothers, gave me a cordial “hello,” got an update on their son, and then left to find something to eat.

Master Kevin and Master Jerry asked me to stop the blog for now. I smiled. Master Jerry looked at me and smiled, “It’s not your decision, is it?” Nope. I’m just the slave!

Not knowing where this was going and whether I would want to open it to the world gave me one less thing to think/worry about.

But the response in the emails and Fetlife was beautiful and unexpected. Your love, comments, and well wishes told me I needed to keep it going—not only for my sanity but also because I had real friends who cared for me and really wanted to know how it was all going.

Master Kevin and Master Jerry decided to reopen the blog and wanted me to refresh it. I want to relive the good times I had on my journey, remember where it all began, and really see just how far I have come.

So, please subscribe and leave me your thoughts and comments if you would like to.

Love,

Crystal

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