Ok, where to start this? Well, first, this will be probably be an ongoing project as I ponder and poke my way through a little problem that I have.
My older brother, whom I adore, love and cherish, has asked to come to stay with us for a week while He is visiting Las Vegas. Not his first time here, but this will be his longest stay and one not related to his work.
Staying here, when I live and I serve my Owner as His naked slave, for a week?
How do I deal with my life and our home?
Master-Sir has given me some guidelines on this and has insisted that I figure out the rest. Since I am the one who knelt before him and promised Him that I would serve Him for the rest of my life as His slave. nothing more, nothing less.
Some details.
1) My loving brother has been like a best friend to my Owner. They talk often, almost more than I do and when we are there, they hang out together. Master-Sir has always offered HIm our place if He ever makes out to Las Vegas. usually stays at the hotel His company pays for.
2) Master-Sir has (with my consent) outed us as Master/slave to a few of His relatives (Uncle Sir is the big one). They stay here and are aware of my role in his life and his Uncle has full use of me.
3) When the vanilla family is here, I am allowed one piece of clothing and shoes. Usually a long sundress type of an outfit with sandals. I also get to eat at the table and act “normal.” Up until now, the longest any family member has stayed with us is three days. This will be seven days and nights.
4)The hooks and other attachments stay in the ceilings and walls, the main toy box is always kept in the main room. Thankfully we have plants and other things that make it not too obvious. The bad thing is that I am still only allowed to use the slave bathroom when they are here, but I do get to close the garage door.
My Brother. My Saint
My brother and I have always had a very close and wonderful relationship. He knows I never had a great dating life. He has always been there for me as a shoulder to cry on when the relationships failed. So He knows the pain. He loves the fact that I have finally found true happiness with a special man. He enjoys seeing the way I react to my “husband” and has always made private comments about how He likes that I treat him with such respect. As my Owner does the same to me.
Growing up, my brother has been my defender from other school kids teasing and bullying because of my weight. He has seen me naked several times growing up and into my teen years and He even watched as I gave my boyfriend (his best friend) a blowjob a few times in the backseat of His car.
When Master-Sir has his family is here, I always feel miserable for not being able to be myself and to serve Him and them like I normally would. So Master-Sir said it was up to me to tell my brother as much or as little as I wanted Him to know and He would support me no matter how it ended.
The two ways I figured this can go. One way was to help me feel better and that was to trust my brother with the truth of who i am and to see my real life and what makes me happy. Or to make it somewhat hidden, a bit kinky and make Him uncomfortable while wondering what was happening and making me miserable..
After battling with it in my mind, in discussions with my Owner and a slave friend of mine, I came to the difficult decision that to have my brother here and for me to enjoy Him here, I needed to be honest with Him and to tell Him how I live. To tell Him that His sister is a slave.
How this is going to happen and what will it mean? I have no clue. But it will happen soon.
Your Thoughts??
Thank you for being here for me..