Dear readers, friends, and supporters. I really do appreciate all the love and virtual hugs you have sent my way after my last post about a severe punishment I received for not properly putting away some items I left on the counter.
I am fine. I can honestly say it wasn’t easy walking or sitting for the next couple of days, and He kept fucking me doggie style Just so that I felt the pain again while He was getting pleasure. It made me remember that I had failed Him; I failed in my duties.
Yes, it was a simple error. An error that I am sure most Owners would have overlooked. He is not like Most Owners!
I am His slave; He is my Master. We made an agreement years ago. I always wanted to be His Slave. Nothing else. As His seasoned and well-trained slave, There are NO excuses for failing in the smallest of ways.
In my pledge to be His unquestioned slave, He made a promise to me to be That Demanding, loving, and protective Master. And I love that He keeps me to that pledge. He is keeping His pledge to punish me ANY time that I fail His orders. No matter how small.
It is what we agreed to and part of how we live our lives. There is no question the punishment was painful. But it had to be for me to remember to be more aware of what I am doing.
It was also just one small part of our daily life. There are so many more positive, wonderful moments of my service to Him. It can’t all be rainbows and orgasms, now can it??
Please look at it like that. It was a small part of our very loving life as Master and slave.
With life as busy as it is now, I don’t have a lot of time to write. I wish I had more time. So when I do write, i want it to be something worthy pf reading and something real about my life, and our relationship. To be open and honest with you all.
That punishment was something that had not happened in a long time. SO I needed to write about it to help me process what happened and digest how I feel about it.
For some readers, it wasn’t easy to read. It was me showing the dark side of being an Owned slave. Reminding us all that a good Master will always keep a good slave in her place.
Punishments seem to be the place where most Master/slave relationships fail. They want love and obedience, but they fear punishment. Please, no matter what side of the paddle you are on, never fear the punishment. There is a reason for it,
Trust me when I say that it serves a larger purpose in strengthening your relationship and bonding with each other.
I am a Loved Slave, and I love being That Slave!
Thank you and yes i do understand when a slave fails an explicit instruction or command punishment MUST be the result. This slave accepts such happening and have felt my owner’s displeasure sometimes too. My biggest feeling though is the feeling of failure on my part.