I feel like my life is coming back to something resembling normal. After losing His long-time girlfriend, Master-Sir has been in a deep depression. He would sit by himself and think or daydream or something. But He would not use me for sex or for anything really. I would serve Him His drinks and His meals, but He always had His friends fuck my holes. He never used me but for an occasional blowjob and His morning stream.

With a lot of talking, soul searching and quiet reflection, I am starting to see Him return to the real world, to being my Owner again.

It’s funny to say this, But I felt really good tonight because He had me on my back with my head hanging over the edge of the bed while He fucked my throat hard. It was hot as hell and I was really enjoying the abuse.

Somewhere in all that, I lost my mind and let my fingers wander down to my wet pussy and started to play with myself as He called me dirty names and forced His cock further down my throat. I’m not sure what got into Him, but liked it!

With all the hot sex and my hands in my pussy, I gave myself a wonderfully powerful orgasm. Normally I am not allowed to have one without permission and only AFTER He was done using me. But it just happened. As I could feel His cock growing, I knew He was about to fill my mouth with His cum. My body did its thing. I rocked, tried to moan, and flushed. I had not had an orgasm like that in ages! Then I went limp while He was still using me.

Master-Sir was PISSED! He immediately pulled His hard cock out of my mouth, yelling at me to get my ass up and to go downstairs, get the wooden paddle so He could punish me.

I begged forgiveness. it was all so new to me and I wasn’t being me. He knows I would never do that if things were normal. But He being myOwner and Master, even in the middle of a blowjob, He knew what He needed to do.

I leaned up against the wall, spread my legs, and braced for the worse. He punished me HARD. I mean really punished me with the wooden paddle. Ten hits that I had to count for Him and thank Him for the punishment.

I had to watch as He stood there, His hard cock in His hand as He masturbated. His cum that was meant for me, went onto the floor as He stared at me. Telling me He hates wasting cum. I was ordered to lick it up. He has never done that before!

I hate being punished and I work hard not to be. It was horrible but to know that He was still being my Master and still enforcing the rules, no matter what made me feel wonderfully happy!