This thing we do, being an absolute no limits slave to my Owner is all about trust. And trust is not easy, or maybe I should say it’s not easy to get to this level of obedience without having the same level of trust. The alternative to this, when a slave is at this level of obedience without the trust, is abuse, the one thing many people try to accuse my Owner of being. To them, He has abused me in order to get me to perform “like this”. But they are so wrong.
In January, my Boss/Dom, a man I have come to love, honor, and trust almost as much as my Owner, violated that trust by not being there when His wife interrogated me. By not giving my Owner or myself any real notice or ask if it were ok that His wife do that. By just not being there, by not doing any follow up with me or protecting me from any harm, He violated that trust. So He lost all privileges to me or my slave services.
I now only see Him at work and interact with Him there is strictly professional except the occasional BlowJob. That helps me as much as it helps Him. I feel submissive and He feels relaxed and boss-like. It was an agreement I asked for and they both approved it. Master-Sir said He may request that I move to another department or another resort if things start to change. So far, all is good. It’s my hope they can work it out and that my Boss/Dom can find a way to get my trust back.
This brings me to another point that Master-Sir and I have recently discussed a lot, talked about, and worked around. Miss Evvy’s brother is staying at her apartment now while she travels and stays here. I clean her apartment on a regular basis because she still has a lot of clothing along with her personal things are there. I want to be that domestic goddess slave that I enjoyed being with my Boss/Dom/.
The problem is that I like to be topless or naked when I’m cleaning. I want to be the slave around the brother or at least let Him know what I truly am. He is also wanting to go out on “dates” with me. Still thinking I am just a wife who likes to have extramarital affairs along with my husband. This is bothering me. I don’t want to be “the wife” because I am not “the wife.”
Miss Evvy doesn’t want her brother to know she is dating a kinky guy and that doing so, she may have also has discovered her kinky side.
Miss Evvy wants her apartment cleaned. Her brother likes coming home to a clean apartment. My Owner wants me to clean the apartment but does not want me to be known as the slutty wife that I am not.
This is not a topic for Miss Evvy and myself to discuss, although she has asked me about it and i have answered on how I feel. But I know and she understands that it’s my Owner who will make the final call and that I trust Him in deciding.
Will Miss Evvy reveal her kinky side to her brother in order to keep her apartment clean and orderly?
Will my Owner make me play the role of the fluffy, sex craved wife and be unhappy but obedient while doing it?
What would you do??
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