Yes, two posts in the same week!! This one i feel, was needed to help understand what’s going on between me and my siblings. See last post here

In the case of my brother, His beautiful wife is unable to travel due to medical issues. My Brother’s wife is having serious medical issues and is pretty much landlocked. Not able to travel very far.

She is a wonderful woman, a very beautiful woman who is so good for Him. I know how she has expressed her frustrations on being unable to travel and unable to always be the perfect submissive for her husband/Master. She struggles with the fact that she is limited in how she can serve Him.

We talk often, and she is at least happy to know He will be cared for while He is here. I have a computer set up in his bedroom with a webcam so they can chat.

Now, on to the big issue. My sister knows I am a slave. The way she found out was not right and I had bad feelings toward her about it. Angry feelings are more the term.

The good news in all of this is that we have had some wonderful conversations like never before.  She understands my frustrations and my feelings about it all.  She has begged my forgiveness like I have never seen her do ever before!

In her discussions, she expressed her frustrations and then her eagerness to dig deeper into this new world she has found. Then the excitement and the fear of discovering that her younger sister is deep into being a slave for a man.

Her feelings as a feminist raged to the top and boiled over as she was also trying to force those thoughts out. To stop looking at everything they the eyes of a feminist.

I can now say that I understand how and why she did what she did.  She was in panic mode with all these emotions hitting her at the same time. .

To think you thought all these years, you were doing what you were supposed to be doing as a “modern” beautiful woman.  When in your heart, you just had that feeling that something was wrong in all of this.

She was married twice and has three kids now in college. Being now a single woman on the loose, she is now free to explore herself.

I have tears in my eyes as I think about all that we have recently talked about and shared with each other. She and I have not talked this much or this deeply since high school.  I have learned a lot about her, and she, obviously, has learned a lot about me.

Her interest in submission will be tested when she comes here. She first feared seeing me naked and in slave mode. But like I said recently, Master-Sir now has me dressed in lingerie when I am home.

She wants to visit but not stay here and likes that I will be covered. Master-Sir, at my request, has told me that how I dress and how I serve people in this house will not change while she is here. 

She laughed when I told her that when she first enters the house, I am to address all females as “Mam,” “Madam,” or “Mistress”.  As in “Yes, Mam” or “May I serve you another cup of coffee, Mistress”.  She will need to tell me if she wants me to call her something else.

The other issue is maybe getting used to calling her sister a bitch slave! She can work that out with my Owner.  He will decide if she can call me by my real name or not.

To be honest, I am glad to know that she knows.  I feel that she will be true to her word and not let anyone else in the family know.  She sounds happy and excited to come here and to learn.  And that’s what I am happy about as well. 

I love my sister and want the best for her.