She has questions

My Young Friend’s fiance has been back to the house several times. Each time she is here, she wants to talk. She wants to ask me questions about my submission. It apparently fascinates her to hear about a female slave!

The nice thing is that her questions are truly well-thought-out and not derogatory or insulting in any manner. As an example; If (her fiance/my young friend) asks you to show me your pussy, you would do it?

My response; If that is what He wants me to do, Yes, I will do it. Why? Because my Owner told me years ago, that he is a friend and a man I need to respect and to obey. So in order to please my Owner, I will do as your fiance asks of me and I will do it to the best of my ability.

I then had to add that I hope He knows he doesn’t have to ask. As usual, He just needs to tell me what to do and I will obey. “Asking is for girlfriends, not for slaves”.

That answer led to a long conversation about asking versus commands. She was curious as to why I would just let a man come into the house, point to the floor for me to kneel in front of them and have me suck His cock, then leave. “What do I get out of that?”

She keeps putting the mental focus on her. “I would never just give Him a blowjob because He wanted one and let him walk away. We are in this together and I need a little pleasure myself” was her response.

That may work for her. But I am wired differently. Maybe from years of training or whatever, but just the idea of a man wanting to use me for His sexual pleasures gets me wet. To kneel in front of a man I respect and want to please Him is like an adrenaline rush for me.

She is a skinny thing with nice boobs. She has friends and is part of the “in” crowd because in part, of her looks. She is very pretty. I have always been “fluffy”, overweight and not part of the popular crowd.

For me, I know it’s my sexual skills that the man wants most from me. Not to have me on His arm and parade me thru the town square. So I compensate. I use sex for their pleasure. Yes, Master-Sir decides if I am allowed to enjoy the experience or if I am there just for their pleasures.

Thankfully my Young Friend would support me and tell her that I am not as she may think I am not one to just stop what I am doing, open my legs or my mouth, and wait to be used for His sexual pleasures. That I really do enjoy being used for sex. But I am focused on their pleasures more than my own.

She was still confused about the part of us being married, but we did not marry for love. We married for legal reasons. Our relationship started as Master and slave.

I am not here to be loved in a conventional manner. He loves me and loves on me. But not as she imagines. We have our “loving” moments and days. But I am here for Him and His pleasures. My life revolves around pleasing Him. Yes, we have fallen in love over the years, but we have always maintained the relationship as purely Master and slave.

I kind of throw her a curve ball by asking her about how she gets dressed and why she chooses what she chooses to wear. After dancing around the topic, she finally came clean and agreed. She wants to look pretty for society, for what others want her to look like. She, like most girls her age, is focused on what others think of her and about her. Not just her lover. He’s important and she wants Him to like what she is wearing, but He is not the deciding factor in what she wears.

For me, I focus on one person. My Owner. I learned not to care what others think about me, what I look like, or what I may wear or not wear. If my Owner is pleased with what I am doing, wearing, or talking about, I am happy. That is all.

I am 240 pounds. Big saggy boobs, plump ass, and a pussy you can easily fist and not hurt me. Yet I am proud to walk around the house completely naked when others are here and they are dressed. They get to see me, feel me up if they want, or use me for certain things.

My Owner has taught me to not be embarrassed by my body because it pleases Him that I am naked. He likes me this way (naked and available). Thats why I am always smiling. I am pleasing Him and I am happy to please Him..

Your Owner has other women He has dates with?

My Owner can be a very romantic man and it shows with the women He has in His life. He has two sides to His life.

One side is His fun side. His work and pleasure side. He goes out with friends, has pretty women He likes to flirt with and some He may even date. That will often lead to nights of mad, passionate sex in the bedroom or other rooms in the house. Then i may be called in to clean them up or to offer other services to them.

Other times, I am not even involved. I just hear about them afterward if He desires to share them with me.

I have never been on that side of the coming with almost any man I dated. They usually liked me to be the slave, the mother figure.

In the past, I have dated and have been taken on some amazing adventures. But I never felt right about them. I never understood why until I met my Owner. I never felt right because out of the bedroom, they wanted the hand holding, romantic stuff. Not the Master/slave stuff. My mind was wired for me to serve.

The other side is His Dom Side. I belong to Him. Like the Dog, he named me after. I am obedient. He treats me not as His lover,, but as his prized possession. If He wants to take me out on a date, he will and we do, often. (the Top Gun movie is amazing!).

Otherwise, I am here to make His life easier. I like to please Him. To see that he works hard and in return, He can come into His castle and relax. Leave the worries of the day behind. I am here to make sure nothing upsets his peace and quiet.

I’m a big girl. There is a lot of me here to love. So I need it to be a little rougher than the average girl. Gentle love-making or small penises don’t work. I enjoy feeling my boobs being pulled and bit and hit. My nipples need to be felt hard. Having my ass invaded makes me cum the hardest.

So being just a cum dump for special men, is a treat because they just need to get off. Get their cocks in a wet hole, fuck me as hard and rough as they want. Then let me suck their wonderful cocks clean and get them back to their life. I get used and I get off on being used like that by men I respect.

Skinny women want to be romanced, can get sex easily, and be choosey because their beauty attracts men who want to fuck them. They get to decide when they get fucked, what hole they will allow the man to use, and if his cock is suitable for her pleasures.

Skinny vanilla women don’t get into being used rough. They want that long, play and kissy and huggy stuff before they get to the sex part. I don’t do any of that.

Like with the Pretty Brunette. She liked making love to my Master, then lying there and relaxing together, alone afterward. It took only a few times for her to get used to having a slave to service her afterward.

She came to enjoy the after-sex part. Where I came in with towels and cold drinks. Then sucked my Master’s cock clean of her. After he was soft, He would push my face into her pussy and I cleaned her up. She enjoyed the tenderness of being licked and loved down there. Especially liked it when she was told she didn’t have to reciprocate. Just lay back and enjoy. I made them both smile before I was told to leave them alone for the night..

My Young Friend’s fiance is getting used to the fact that not all women want to be “equal” Some enjoy being the lesser sex. We are overall happier.

As I always say, my life isn’t for everyone. but I found what makes me the happiest and I am living beyond my wildest dreams.