Where does the time go? My brother will be here in less than 10 days! for some silly reason, I had it figured out to be longer than that. Or maybe I was hoping to put off what I needed to finally do a little longer. To get up the nerve and just tell him what I need to tell Him.
Thankfully, tonight’s conversation was short, i knew that it would be. He was the one who actually called me to get some things finalized.. He called first to talk about dad on Father’s Day. Then he got to the point. without a breath, He just asked me point-blank. Am I a slave or a submissive??
Ok!! Where did this come from? I asked.
He said He was talking to Dad earlier in the day and they got onto a conversation about mom and that I guess led into some thought he had about their relationship (equal partners all the way), plus an earlier conversation we had about my love for alpha males and being kind to them by doing things for them (service), and than the light went off in his head.
I was Busted. I was Outed. No More Hiding
Never in my life had I lied to my brother so I wasn’t about to start tonight. My turn to have a long pause as I got my nerves up and let it all out. Yes, I am my Husband’s slave. Not His submissive and it’s not just in the bedroom. I wanted Him to be my Master and I wanted to be His slave. And yes, we did not marry to be husband and wife, we were married as Master and slave, the Husband and wife thing is for legal purposes. But we do love each other.
Brotherly Love
Did that news bother him? His answer was a short “No”. But He really didn’t know how to follow that up and to do so, he needed some time to think about what my answer was. He needed to go and said that we will talk later. The end of the conversation.
Hmm… He sounded happy that he knew the truth and I really do believe that we left each other on a good note. So what am I to think now?
I guess the right people heard my thoughts. Right before going to bed,I received an email from my Brother. My loving brother sent me a very long, twisted, and wonderful email. In it, He expressed joy in that He is glad that I finally found my happy place in life and He knows it would be difficult for me to hide that from him while he is here. especially for a week. And he did not want that for me. reciting the open and honest relationship he and I always had.
His desire while here is to have fun, gamble a little, see a few shows and to spend as much time as possible with his kid sister. As brother and sister. And spend some time with my Husband who He has always enjoyed talking with. Just this time, they may have a few new things to talk about!
Not that I had any doubt, He also assured me complete discretion if I promise the same for Him, in case He gets into some unusually mischief while He is here! This is Vegas, after all!
In the letter, he also expressed His fascination with the idea of me being a slave to a man who is my Master. Fascinated by the kink or in my case, the lifestyle and would have no problem seeing most of it in action. He did have a few requests if I didn’t mind. Please. No sex in public or in front of him, no leather cuffs and bondage, no nudity, and no painful punishments or that “type of play” while He is in the house. Please. He ended it with “is there any middle area where we can meet and be happy being us? “
The thought of hearing someone beat his sister, may send him into fits and anger. I get that, it’s just the brother-protector side of him..
He did say that the words, the name calling or salutations, the way we relate to each other would be an “educational experience.” He has no issue exploring and being involved in. And if He has any issues, that he will address them immediately. .
I responded by telling hIm how much that letter meant to me and that I would honor all of His wishes. I wanted Him to enjoy His stay here as well as I needed to live my life as much as I can at the same time. I also needed to make sure that what he learns here, to himself. In closing, I told Him that unless he says otherwise, my none sexual, clothed services (domestic duties) will extend to him and to please enjoy what He can and what he wants to while here. I will do what I can to make it a trip He will joyfully remember!
My heart was fluttering and I was smiling. Knowing this will be a bit difficult at first, but in the end, we will have a wonderful time together and I will be able to enjoy being me while being here with my Loving brother.
Now maybe the last bit of my nervousness will go away and I can get some sleep!