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The No Pussy Rule 2021

September 24, 2021 / slave / 0 Comments

After the Labor Day weekend, I was and probably still am trying to process all that has happened and what it means for me as His slave going forward. I promise to get it all out here in time!

I really do enjoy it when a man wants to uses my pussy for His sexual pleasures and He fills it with His reward. I know it’s not a pretty pussy. Even being bare, it is still not a sexy thing to look at.

It’s sloppy, not so much from being overused, it’s just that it’s like the rest of me, not skinny, not tight in all the right places. So why should my pussy be any different?

From the men who have used it, they like the feel of its wetness and that they can be as rough as they want when fucking it without any worry. I will take the abuse.

Master-Sir does offer them my other holes to compensate for my pussy. My tight asshole is popular as well as my mouth. Many men don’t get that offer from their wives or girlfriends. So they take it when they can get it!

The men who know, they know my pussy will be wet and ready for them to use, so they can shove their cock first into it to use my juices for lube before they attack my ass.

So if they do decide it is my pussy they want to fuck, I feel extra grateful for their use.

Yes, I know, I am blabbing. Get to the point Bitch Slave!

Master-Sir fucked my pussy late at night on Labor Day Monday. Talking about the other three men who did it as well at the party we were at. A vanilla party with the people I work with.

As He pulled His cock out of my pussy, dripping with our juices, I bent down to take it in my mouth to clean it, He told me that He hoped that I enjoyed them. “It will be the last pussy fuck you will probably have for very a long time.”

FYI: I had a very difficult time sleeping after being told the new rule.

Master-Sir has a habit of teasing me and limiting the use of my pussy for a few weeks or a couple of months at a time and it’s usually right about fall time. Not sure why it’s then, but it seems to be the normal..

I think it just that New Year’s Eve is the one night we have the most romantic fuck while watching the fireworks over Las Vegas. It’s our tradition and it has never been missed.

So there is the weeks or months-long tease that ends on that one nite when He really fucks me hard and happy in my pussy. Making me, allowing me to have as many orgasms as I want. All that pent-up emotions, weeks of denials, and such, makes for a very magical night….

New Rule For Pussy

This time, He upped the rules. He changed the requirements for His slave to obey. Putting me in a position of disobedience that I can not control, thus I will be punished for something that I could not stop.

As with the other changes that are being implemented into my life, this one has more of a humiliation factor to it. Something I have come to love from Him, yet hate how it happens! But it will keep me very wet between the legs.

When I am given to a man to use me, if His cock goes into my pussy,. I am to ask Him kindly to please not cum in my pussy or I will be punished.

In my world, that’s not a really big deal because most men never use my pussy other than to lube their cocks before shoving it in my ass. I get it and I am used to being used like that. At least they are kind enough to use natural lube before raping my tight hole.

But when you add that I now have to ask them, verbally tell them while they are fucking me that if they continue to use my pussy, that I will be punished if they finish in that hole.

It becomes the ultimate mind fuck for both of us. I have to stop and focus on what I am supposed to say and they get to know they can get me in trouble by enjoying my sloppy pussy.

It’s not stopping them from fucking my pussy, in fact, since this went into effect, I have had two punishments because they felt it was a nice challenge to see if they could do it or not.

This is Master-Sir’s way of adding self-verbal humiliation to my life. He enjoys teasing me because He knows that after I tell them what may happen if they continue, they may use my pussy a little bit longer just to tease and torture me before pulling out to go elsewhere.

Give a man a challenge, and He will most likely go for it! as it has happened, two have decided to finish in my pussy instead of my ass just to see what will happen.

Now for those of you not used to my lifestyle, let me tell you that this type of humiliation and teasing, has kept me wet pretty much 24/7 since the rule went into effect!

I love being His slave, His toy, and I will obey any rule He has for me, no matter how humiliating. I love Him and I live to serve Him.

With my Owner’s current stable of hotties, I see no reason for Him to end this by New Year’s. He has nothing to lose.

For everything that has happened this month, I see Him ignoring our NYE tradition just to keep me wanting, begging, and dripping.. To see how long He can hold out and I can stay sane.

I thank you for your thoughts, questions or comments?

My Master-Sir Returns

April 12, 2021 / slave / 0 Comments

On the second day of my Young Master being in charge of me, I was surprised to come out of my job and find my real Master-Sir waiting to take me home. He said he wanted to surprise me. He wrapped up His job early and drive straight home to get me. He told me that my Young Master knows and is waiting for us at home.

As we pulled into the garage, I was removing the rest of my clothing when Master Sir told me that He wants me to continue my focus on my Young Master, He will observe and comment if needed. That means I sit on the floor at the side of Young Master and I serve Him first. Something to throw me off a little bit. But I think I was up for the challenge.

It was a beautiful evening, so they sat out by the pool to drink and to talk. To add to the events, our friend, pool cleaner, and The Son to my Owner’s boss stopped by to talk about the pool and other things. So I had three manly men to serve and my pussy was wet just thinking about all that could be happening.

The conversation was interesting as they all talked about my Young Master and His thoughts on being in charge of a slave. The freedom to use her as you want without any feeling of guilt or asking permission.

Sitting at the feet of my Young Master while my Owner sat opposite of Him felt strange. He was not into the whole hand feeding the slave your scraps. Thankfully The Son was. he really enjoyed the scene of watching me act like dog, beg and then take scraps from His hands.

And that was what they talked about most. How my Young Master enjoyed this little experiment. This dip into the dark side. But He currently has no plans to incorporate it into His life. He did say that He really enjoys learning how I liked to have Him eat my pussy (not in those graphic words), and He will certainly enjoy performing better for His girlfriend or any other woman He meets and pleasuring her sexually.

All this talk made The Son very horny, and twice He needed to take me into a private room and have me suck His cock. I always enjoyed the feeling of being needed and being made to just take a cock for His cum. Nothing more. He held my head and fucked my mouth, filling it with His reward, then zipped His pants and walked back out to the pool.

My Young Master even had His time alone to have me suck His cock. Being the kind gentleman that He is, he asked if anything He said upset me.? It did not. I would like to know that He will still treat His lady friends as they should be treated. As ladies and as friends.

I was a little worried that He may be too aggressive and carry that outside the house. I now know He will only take the good parts of these 48 hours with him and leave the kinky parts here for future visits!

After they all left, Master-Sir logged onto His laptop to talk with The Pretty Brunette about His trip home and what the talk was around the dinner table. This, of course, got Him hard and I was told “Face Time”. His new command telling me He needs to fuck my tight ass, pretending it to be her beautiful pussy instead.

I am to get on all fours in front of Him, ass up, head down, and out of camera view. I am not to make a sound until told otherwise. There is a pillow I am allowed to bury my face into if I need to moan or scream in ecstasy!

It was during their cool down after cybersex that she said that she would like to be here to meet my brother. and Master-Sir agreed to it. This would not be the first time they met, but for her, this was going to be a perfect time to humiliate the house slave. Something she enjoys and said that she has missed doing it.

My Owner told her He has some ideas as well for the get-together. They were planning a night out and maybe a few other activities. The Pretty Brunette made an excellent point when she said, “I think the Bitch slave will feel pretty humiliated at that idea. Don’t you?” and my Owner smiled and happily agreed with her.

So now I am worried yet excited for the next few weeks. Having my Owner back home, a Young Friend excited at what He learned from being in charge of my Owner’s girlfriend, and me planning some public humiliations of me. The “House slave”.

And I could not be happier!

It’s Not Age, Its Humiliation

September 18, 2020 / slave / 0 Comments

For those of you who are new to my blog(s), I like to remind you that there was a time when, especially for school children, bullying was just part of your life experiences. Something you just dealt with because it was a “rite of passage”

For a girl who did not fit the picture-perfect size of the other girls, there was plenty of humiliation to endure and it could often be traumatic. My best girlfriend growing up could not handle it and in her first year in college, she decided it was better for all if she just did not exist anymore. Sad, but understandable. I miss her every day.

So when I started to explore my desires to be a slave and to be owned, I knew that the use of humiliation of any kind towards me was Absolutely Off Limits. it was my “RED” in Big Bold capital letters. Any public exhibition? Same thing. Oh Hell NO!

Then I Met My Owner

My Owner changed all that for me. He taught me to trust in Him, to let Him show me the other side of the coin, and in doing so, I found humiliation in certain cases and handled in a certain way can be a HUGE erotic turn on for me as much as it could be for the person who is directing it.

When it is used with trust and with love, it can be so wonderful! Certain things are still off-limits. But it’s still a fun road to be led down as a slave with an Owner who has a devious mind with plenty of patience and creative thoughts and ideas on the best way to use His property for His exploitation.

So my last post was with an eighteen-year-old, actually. He turns nineteen in a week or so. He and His family are friends of ours. He is a lucky young man who gets to use me for blowjobs, anal fucks, and other sexual things. I will admit that it is humiliating to be punished by someone half my age.

Now, some of the feedback that I received on that post was fun and entertaining. As always, there are a few of you who see it differently. Some people had an issue with the age. He was half my age. A “boy” and I were ruining Him. Really? That’s debatable.

Since He has discovered me, my submission, we have also enjoyed our long private chats where just about anything has been discussed. He has learned to have more confidence in His manhood. Our relationship has helped build His self-confidence and that has helped Him get more dates with women He thought was not available to Him.

That has led to more sexual encounters with girls His age since we started to talk then anytime before. He also now enjoys the search, the hunt for a respectable woman to date, to have as a friend, and to hang out with. Before us, He just wanted to date a female, nothing more. Now He wants to try for bigger and better things.

He now knows how to enjoy being in a romantic relationship, to be patient and considerate of her as they date. He’s not like the other kids he knows who are hungry for that score. To find a girl their age and have sex. You know the story of youthful lust! We have all been there, I am sure!

On the flip side, He has me. He gets to be rough with me, gets His rough edges, impatience over some issue, He gets to work that out with me, not her. Using me when he wants to be rough or not play the game. he just wants His cock sucked or a pussy to fuck. he has me. No working for it, no pleading, no playing the game. Just command I am here to obey.

Now, as He dates and experiences these new feelings and situations, He asks questions and gets to try it out on a body that can handle some rough trials and errors. He gets to try new things He has seen or learned about. I am His experimental body to work it all out and not worry about hurting feelings or being made a fool of if He fails to make it work.

Last fall, I even took Him shopping for some nice school clothes, and after bending me over in the parking lot and fucking my ass, He made some comments about how it was so strange to be turned on shopping for clothes with a woman almost the same age as His mother. (Not what I wanted to hear)

He’s not supposed to find clothes shopping with an old lady, sexy in any shape or form. But knowing I will do as He tells me to do in public was a huge turn-on for Him.

In previous shopping trips with Mother or other women, he could never tell her what He told me while shopping. He can’t talk to them like he did me. Knowing He could fuck me whenever he wanted to or get a blowjob by just telling me to suck it. No comments, no questions. All makes boring errands into exciting, erotic errands!

You want me to carry the bags? I will. Want me to open my legs so you can feel my pussy while sitting in the food court? i will do it. Want me to stand there and not move while you shop? Yes, Sir.

Again, for me, I was doing all these things with someone who is just learning to shave! Well, not THAT young, but you get what I’m saying. He knows if there is a problem with my service, He will tell my Owner and I will be punished. This is Pure Public Humiliation for me. When I say that I get really wet when this happens, I really do and I hate myself for it. but it’s my body overriding my mind..

But Wait, There’s More!

I have never been able to have children, so I never had that urge or any kind of parent-related issues. But when you are a female who is overweight, has some saggy tits with no bra and no panties and you are to follow and obey a man who is half your age, who can at any time, use you for whatever He has the mind to use you for, let me just say that can create some serious scenes of public humiliation!

I have to obey and let someone half my age tell ME how He will use me for sex? And I have to obey, no questions. Yeah, I get wet just thinking about that. It helps that He is now very well dressed compared to when I first met Him. He is certainly getting more confident every time we meet.

I have helped Him learn to dress better for His size and that gets to be a turn on. I get to hear about how He had sex with a girl or how they went out on a date and she complimented Him on how He looked and behaved compared to other men His age she has dated. Something that never happened to Him before.

He knows He can talk to me about anything and if turns sexual, no problem, He can just tell me how he wants to use me to “fix it”. And I will happily obey Him.

Slave benefits

To know that I can make an eighteen-year-old man get a rock-hard erection is also a huge turn-on for me! The fact that being young also means he can fuck my holes several times in one day and still have the energy to go out on a date and have sex with her. Hot!

He also knows I get frustrated and get wet when he tells me “NO”. When he tells me he wants to fuck me, then pulls out as He cums, and I can only lick up what I was hoping to swallow. He has even refused a blowjob just to see what would happen. Teasing, torment, and humiliation from a kid just out of high school!

There is a huge sexual humiliation to the fact that I am naked as I open the door, take the pizza as he hands it to me while unbuckling his pants because He knows I am kneeling there to suck His cock. There is no tease, it’s a sure thing that His cock will get sucked by me because i am told that’s what I am to do. No negotiation, no questions.

Since day one, my Owner has told me that my holes, especially my mouth was part of the delivery man’s tip!

And if there are any complaints to my Owner, I am properly punished. So I know that I need to please them. Eighteen, thirty, seventy? Doesn’t matter. if they are making a delivery, I will be sucking their cock no matter the size, shape or color. For the record, only one or two delivery men have ever declined my offer in all the years.

When most people go on YouTube and see the “I flashed the delivery guy” videos, they leave all those comments about wishing they had delivered pizza. Master-Sir and I always laugh. flash? That’s it? Amateurs! Deliver here, and you get a blowjob you will tell your friends about. if you are really nice, you get to fuck a tight or sloppy hole.

Being a well-trained slave, I have no right to say “no” to who gets to use me. I am over 50 years old, and my body shows years of just being a naked, fluffy slave. It’s not a sexy thing, it’s not pretty, especially to a teenage boy becoming a man. It never has been. But my Owner uses that to His advantage.

Humiliating me is now a turn on. Having me obey men of all ages is humbling as it is sexually arousing for them and for Him.

Its My Life and I enjoy living the dream He has created for me to live out!

Did I make sense?

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The No Pussy Rule 2021

My Master-Sir Returns

It’s Not Age, Its Humiliation

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