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Mr Jackson Inspects

There is something erotically humiliating and yet gratifying to be kneeling, naked next to the table as two well-dressed men discuss your care and feeding while they enjoy their breakfast meal. leaving you to sit there quietly listen while also waiting like a good bitch slave, for one of them to kindly offer you a scrap of their food from their hand.

That was my first morning back in Chicago. Mr Jackson had come to our room with breakfast pastries for Him and my Owner. They were getting together to talk about the plans Mr Jackson has for me when my Owner leaves to go back home for work.

( Mr Jackson is the young man who is the head concierge/Bellman for the hotel i was staying at while in Chicago. My former Boss/Dom is in the upper management of this chain and had Him be the man to make sure the slave was behaving when he wasn’t there to check in on me after my Owner went back home)

Master-Sir was confident, as I was that if this young man was chosen by my former Boss/Dom for this assignment, he has faith and trust in Him to keep this private while enjoying the fruits of His labors and maybe even learn a little about being a little kinkier in His own life.

Master-Sir asked Him about His background. If He has any kinky experience? He admits that He was pretty vanilla. He had attended a BDSM event in Chicago one time and learned how to have fun with a sex slave while there. He has also dated a few women who liked to be tied up and used. He had them do other things while being His slave, like clean His house. It was all more sexual than an actual Master/slave thing.

Master-Showed Him how to put scraps in His hand and put His hand down for me to eat them. Telling Him i should only be fed like this or from a bowl on the floor. Mr Jackson assured Him He will find a bowl for me to use!

Master-Sir wanted Him to start my day at 6am, but Mr Jackson asked if it could be earlier. He starts his shift at 6am. They agreed He would be in the room here at 5:30 to make sure that I was ready to start my day with His inspection. I was told that by the time He arrived I was to have already showered and properly shaved my pussy. To be ready at 5:30.

He would be greeted by me, naked, at the door. Once in the room, I would kneel and crawl with Him to the table to start service to Him. If He brought food, I would set it up for Him to enjoy while serving me by hand or by a dog bowl on the floor.

Once He was satisfied with the meal or the snack, I would be ready to be inspected. That’s when Master-Sir had me stand up, legs spread and hands behind my head. “She must always address you as Sir. Yes Sir, No Sir.” Then I felt His hands on my boobs. pulling the nipples. Telling Mr. Jackson to try and keep them hard.

After that, He told Mr Jackson to feel my pussy. Inside and out. It should be smooth, with no stubble. Warning Him that it’s flabby and wet. Not really that tight. Not too good for fucking when compared to the tight ass that makes you feel like you are fucking a real girl’s pussy. “But it’s her ass” . Mr Jackson poked three fingers in my pussy to find it as promised, “wet and open”. Master-Sir told Him to have me lick His fingers clean. I did as ordered and smiled into His eyes. I gave Him His first “Thank You Sir” of the day as He pulled His clean fingers from my lips. .

He gave Mr Jackson instructions on how to have me move to be inspected. Mr Jackson ordered me to turn around, Bend over and spread my ass cheeks open. This, my Owner told him, was not so much for inspection, as it was to remind the slave that He owns her. Its His ass and she needs to have it open up to show Him.

As I stood there, bent over at the waist, hands on my ass pulling it open for Him to see. Master-Sir told Him this also a good position to fuck her in. Your choice of holes. Then He started to explain that He needs to go for a walk around the hotel and that Mr Jackson was free to use me as He wanted. To make sure that I cleaned up any mess that is made. His exact words were “Just fuck her in the hole of your choice. Make sure you use her for your pleasures, nothing more. She will clean you up afterward and that is it. You don’t need to worry about anything and we will see you tomorrow at 5:30.” They did a fist bump and Master-Sir gave me a kiss then walked out the room. leaving me still bent over holding my ass open.

Once the door was closed, Mr. Jackson had me stand up. As His hands felt my saggy tits, pulling on my nipples, He asked if all that was real? That he could, “you know, fuck you in any hole?” I assured Him this was all real and that I really do enjoy being used. I was there for His use, including any sexual pleasures. Telling Him not to worry, I’m a big fluffy girl, He can’t hurt me!

Mr Jackson realized it was getting late, so I quickly grabbed a condom as he told me how He wanted me. On the bed, Ass Up. But first I needed to fold up His slacks neatly and put that wonderful hard cock of His in the rubber covering. As I did, He pulled on my nipples again. I smiled and giggled a little.

Once I was as He wanted, i felt His cock plunged into my pussy, no tease, no slow entry it was just pushed right in until i felt His pelvis on my ass. . Fast and hard. He started to grunt and groan with each stroke until I felt His build Up and heard His voice rising. I knew what was next and I could feel it in the rubber. The warmth, the fullness. I wanted it! He was breathing hard as He pulled out. I quickly turned around to grab His filled condom. Making sure to kiss His cock and clean it off. Swallowing His cock one last time before I made a little show for Him as I drank His cum from the condom. I thanked Him for using me as I helped Him finish dressing.

Before leaving, I knelt at His feet, kissing them as I properly thanked Him for using me and that I looked forward to serving Him tomorrow. He slipped His face mask on and walked out of the room still looking at me smiling.

For the rest of my stay there, He showed up right at 5:30. Just after I got out of the shower. i would set His snacks or His morning meal He brought on the table for Him as I knelt at His feet and we talked. After he ate and fed me His scraps, He would order me on the bed. His favorite hole to fuck was my ass. But He really had a fetish for my pussy and even licked my pussy to orgasm a few times. Oh My God! It had been so long since any man did that to me! I screamed with joy each time when He would let me cum.

Each day when we talked, He would ask me something about being a slave or ideas about what makes a good Master. The “what if?” “Does He let you?” “can you?” types of questions. Talking like that always made His cock hard before we even finished eating.

After the first few days, He started to relax and would take off His slacks before sitting down to talk and to eat. Like this, He would give me permission to play with or to suck on His cock before He fucked one of my holes. I think I enjoyed that part of our time together, the best of all.

I really liked starting my day like this. It helped keep me focused for the rest of my day dealing with my family!

I know he subscribed to this blog, maybe I can get Him to respond here in the comments to what it was like. To read what His thoughts are on using this slave.

Meeting Jackson

Since I was offline for all that time, I thought it would help if I did a little bit of a look back at the highlights of the trip. Trying to make sure i can get all the negative stuff out of my head by remembering the good times and all the people i got to reconnect with. Starting with my driver/concierge/friend and cheer person. Once He even let me cry on His shoulder when things were getting bad with the family..

Jackson was the Man!

When we arrived at the hotel, Jackson, the driver/concierge, told us to go straight to my room as He handed Master-Sir the key. That again told me He was told something. He would park the van and bring our luggage up immediately.

In the room, it was wonderful. A mid-story building, 12 floors. The type of hotel used for convention and business meetings. So you have a larger living area, wet bar, small kitchen. Separate bedroom and a full bathroom. Even with the room heat turned up, my nipples felt that cold air and became rock hard as i got naked. Master-Sir was kind, even with the heat turned up, it was still cold. So He allowed me to wear booties as I unpacked the carry-on bags. He called my former Boss/Dom to tell Him we were here. They said they would arrange dinner for us, so don’t plan anything! He made it a point to make sure that I knew that I needed to make sure Jackson was “taken care of”.

The Introduction

It really doesn’t matter that i have been a slave for over 15 years and have given blowjobs to literally thousands of strange men, i still get nervous at this point. Growing up, I had my share of being turned down for many things. Being told “No” for a variety of reasons,. Mostly because I am FAT. I know that! I deal with it every day. That feeling of rejection never goes away.

Yes, men are sexual creatures and they want sex often. But they also want it with women who please them in looks first, skills are second or third. For me, not being a beautiful creature, to ask a very handsome man who I believe (yes, my thoughts) can get sex from just about any woman, if I can suck His cock, is not an easy thing to do.

In a case like this, it starts with His first reaction to seeing me naked in the hotel room as He brings in the bags. I am waiting to serve Him and I need to see the facial response to tell me His thoughts.

Master Sir usually has an idea to calm my nerves and it’s usually like this: Having me naked and kneeling in a room, alone, gets them to say “Yes” 99% of the time. With Mr Jackson being in the know, He will be expecting something, which makes it a little easier. Especially now that He has seen me dressed, he knows it’s not going to be too sexy naked. But I will think He would appreciate the gift I offer. Regardless, I never know until He sets eyes on the gift and that is what always scares me. But we will cross that bridge soon.

I am kneeling at the foot of the bed when I hear Master Sir opening the door and welcoming Mr Jackson in. I hear Him and the luggage cart. Master Sir stopped Him and spoke to Him, but I have no idea what was said. But I can imagine it will be about the cash part of His tip. I am sure Master-Sir has already handed Him His cash tip.

Jackson pulls the cart into the room, smiles when He sees me and say “hello” to me as He unloads the cart and i tell Him where to put the bags. Then when he is done, He is standing in front of me with a unsure smile.

This is where I take over and come up with a witty way to proceed. I take a deep breath and I smile at Him. “Thank you Mr Jackson for helping with my bags. I appreciate you doing that for me. As a token of my thanks, I would be delighted if you could allow me to offer you a nice blowjob as my way of saying thank you.” Then I smile and wait for the response.

In this case, He was ready. Mr Jackson stood in front of me and unzipped His trousers just as I finished asking for permission. I asked Him to please sit down so that I can remove them. A proper blow job is with Him sitting, relaxing, letting me do the “work”. He easily smiled and agreed.

Removing His pants then His underwear, I was not accurate about the trimming. He was nicely trimmed around His cock. Not as well as on top, but better than most men. His cock was gorgeously nice(?). Stood straight, about 5 inches or so and it was a proud monster waving at me. He had a little wetness on the tip. As I started to swallow His cock, I felt His cold hands on my saggy tits than on my erect nipples causing Him to give off a slight moan as I moaned myself at the feel of His cold hands..

As I rode His cock with my mouth, He decided to lay back on the bed and just enjoy the feelings. I would feel His hands on my head occasionally, but nothing to worry about. His moans were what was fun to hear as I felt the build-up. Then He grabbed my head and held me as I felt Him pulsate and fill my mouth with His creamy reward.

I swallowed and I licked as I moaned in my happiness. After I felt the last load shoot, I stayed on His cock, feeling His hands leave my head as I heard Him mumble about being right. When His cock died down, I gave it one last lick then pulled His underwear back on, fixed His pants, kissed His feet, and thanked Him as I knelt back into position, licking my lips.

He sat up, smiled, fixed His hair as He stood up. I stayed kneeling. He bent down to look at me and told me “He was right. That was an amazing blowjob”. Smiling, I thanked Him again and told Him I was here for him. I walked Him out to the main room where Master Sir was sitting in a chair reading while drinking a soft drink. He looked at Jackson and asked Him if the tip was enough? He smiled, thanked us for the tips, saying He was looking forward to my stay and had hoped that I/we liked the accommodations. With that, He walked out.

Once Mr Jackson was out of the room, Master Sir looked at me then told me that indeed, Mr. Jackson was well informed of what was going to be offered to Him and that the smile on His face when he left made my Owner proud. The very words I live to hear. My Owner was proud of His slave.

The flight

Well, this new journey is starting and i have been nothing but a bundle of raw nerves. Thanks to my Owner and His every desire to keep me on my slave toes. Since this started to happen and I started to get scatterbrained and nervous, He made it a point ot have a few friends come over for dinner, drinks, some conversation. Maybe work on the car or sit by the fire pit next to the pool. Keep me silent. Then the guests would use me for their cum dump. be rough and demanding as possible. Then once done using me, send me back to finish my chores as they returned to talk with my owner. Keeping my head where it needed to be, as His property, His slave.

Saturday morning came and i was up much earlier than normal because I just couldn’t sleep. Too many things on my mind about the trip, my family and how can i do this to my Owner without any sure end date or plan? It’s just open to the whims of my family member and medical science. Yet, he is playing along with it all.

Edit: I am sorry for being so mysterious, But Master-Sir thinks its for the best right now.

Plus I needed to make sure everything was ready for my trip. To make sure everything was set up for my Master-Sir when He returns home without me. Normally when i pack for a trip, I need to make sure Master-Sir has plenty of clothing to wear for different things. For me, I pack maybe two outfits since I will be naked a majority of the time. This trip I need to pack for me to be in public often as well as being in the cold, winters of Chicago and wherever else I need to go. Master-Sir allowed me to pack more than one bag of clothing and necessities.

Master Chase agreed to take us to the airport, so I needed to remember to fix breakfast for two Masters. Thankfully, I put notes all over the house to remind me what to do. Yes, I was that scattered in my thoughts. After feeding my men and being allowed to get ready, Master Chase came to my room for one more blowjob before allowing me to get dressed and finish packing my carryon bag that was to include my large stainless steel butt plug.

I’m being serious, what I just wrote is about all I remember of the morning until we got to the airport and at security. The butt plug was in my carry on and it was setting off the alarms. Master-Sir had already passed and was standing outside the perimeter smiling at the noise and at my startled look. I knew it was going to happen, but until it does, you just deal with it.

Having to show the security lady was not as bad as I thought. Thankfully it was a lady and it was not anything serious once she saw what it was, then she looked at my red face. I’m not sure if she was just bored or what, but she motioned for me to go thru a second inspection behind a panel. There, I raised my skirt to show her i had nothing to hide because i was not wearing any panties or a bra. I felt sorry for her to see that, but she wanted the second inspection. She smiled as she had me repack my bag and told me to enjoy the trip as i was allowed to rejoin my Owner.

After that, Master-Sir became the Owner and was not really kind. We walked to the nearest family bathroom where He ordered me to use the bathroom if i needed to now because, as he tells me in that master-ly voice of His, that once He puts it in, it was not coming out we get to the hotel 5 hours away. He had me stick into my pussy until i was happy that it was wet enough to go in the other hole. then i bent over and held onto the edge of the sink as Master Sir made sure I knew it was going in. He held it firmly to my ass as my ring muscle started to let it in. Then He commanded me to push back against it to get it in quickly.

After biting my lips to avoid screaming as I felt it lodge itself into my ass. He pulled on it to make sure it was firmly in place and that it wasn’t coming out easily!

I knelt to the floor, kissed His boots then gave Him a blowjob as my Thank You for being such a wonderful and caring Master. For me, having His wonderful hard cock and swallowing its reward was a wonderful thing. it was also probably going to be the last meal i will be allowed to have until we are in Chicago. (it was)

The Flight

Master-Sir took the window seat because i was sure i was going to sleep most of the way if I was allowed that privilege. And I was. Master-Sir likes to watch the clouds and the landing. Listen to His podcasts and just zone out in flight. He is strange that way! He put a blanket over us so that He could play with me on occasion to break up the boredom! it kept me from getting any solid sleep, but I do enjoy having His hands on my tits and His long fingers in my pussy when we fly. It gives me a lot of comfort.

Not much else to say. The onboard movie was some silly Disney flick, so that was of no interest to either of us. The flight was uneventful other than having to wear those darn masks the entire flight. At the airport, the hotel van and driver was already there. The driver, He told us His name was Jackson. He actually came to find us, then introduced Himself. A tall strapping young man who looked sharp in his sport coat with the shiny name badge.

He really looked like He belonged at the Bellagio or the Chicago Hilton, some fancier hotel than where we were going. He looked to be about his mid-twenties, dark, short hair, everything was prim and proper, it looked like it was all just pressed and clean. or that he just came from the barber right there at the airport! His hair was neat, trimmed without a strand out of place. not a babyface, but it looked so smooth I wanted to pinch His cheeks. my mind then went to think about what His cock must looked like. Probably as well-trimmed down there as He was on top. My mind just does that when I meet men!

I loved it when He spoke. He was so firm and right to the point of whatever He had to say or ask. No-nonsense as He asked Sir about the flight and if He had all our bags. Yes, He spoke mostly to my Owner, so I was getting a good feeling He may be clued in on my stay or that He was going to get to know me better later. He immediately walked us to the van. I was actually expecting to see others for the ride. But we were it.

I was right. My Owner was talking to Him and He told us that my former Boss/Dom had talked to Him personally, since he was head of the concierge, he needed to know who was coming in and that I was to be there for a couple of weeks courtesy of a higher-up territory manager. He already made sure that we were checked in and that my room was ready. He also made mention that “I” can call on HIM anytime for anything as He smiled at me in the rearview mirror. I took that to mean He was told to expect a special bonus for His tip.

My Owner assured Him that I was not going to be much of a bother while staying at the hotel. Family issues will keep me busy, and once in my room, I was there for the night. BUT. My Owner would appreciate anything that Jackson could do to make sure that i was well cared for once he leaves. “No Problem there Sir” was Jackson’s response!

Riding in the van, I was happy to see the skyline that was my home so long ago. Master-Sir had allowed me to be able to contact a friend or two while here and maybe have a guest over to the hotel or to go out with them some time. I was looking forward to maybe seeing my old boss or at least my old office. So many emotions on this one drive.

Yes, I was home. A different home than when I left. but it was still where it all began for me. it was also fricking cold!! I forgot what that dry cold felt like!! Master-Sir told me to call my parents to let them know that I have arrived and that we are heading to the hotel. I am here and I am safe.

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