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My New Year’s Eve

I finally have some free time to update you on my New Year’s Eve.  This year was a little different than most as we went to a public party filled with vanilla people! 

We had the entire day to ourselves.

After breakfast and after I cleaned everything up, He had me lay on the floor in front of the TV, facing my Master, and telling me that I had to finger myself to orgasm. 

Actually, I was allowed two, s—the kind where I see the stars and the birdies over my head.  Yes, I’m weird.

Finally, after two months of going without! I can say it was wonderful.  All the pent-up emotions and the thrill of having to be displayed like that caused me to have two powerful rolling orgasms.  The kind where I see the stars and the birdies over my head.  Yes, I’m weird.

I screamed so loud I’m pretty sure the neighbors heard. And I made a big wet spot on my towel.

After I caught my breath and my vision returned, I couldn’t kiss Master-Sir’s feet enough, thanking him for that privilege. He patted me on the head, telling me that I was a good Bitch slave. I was probably ready for another one at that point!

 For New Year’s Eve, He took me out to a party at a local resort.

Yes, He took me out in public.  He allowed me to dress up, wear a bra and panties, and look as pretty as possible as I hung on His arm.

He couldn’t let me go out in public without something that reminded me that I was His slave. So right before leaving the house, He inserted a medium-sized butt plug.  It was large enough to walk somewhat normally, yet I always knew it was there.

It felt strange to be the guest and not the slave. Watch other people serve the food, clear the plates, and serve the guests.

Of course, I ensured Master Sir always had a fresh drink, and I got Him anything He wanted or needed. I was His slave.

It felt like a dream to be on His arm, both of us dressed in our finest clothes, as we walked around, talking to people. I was allowed to be like them for a couple of hours, with no restrictions, no formalities.

Occasionally, I would feel His hand on my back as he pushed on the butt plug to remind me, He was in charge.  I was free to talk and to visit, but I knew I was still His slave and needed to be proper in my manners or suffer a punishment.

He even danced with me for a couple of slow songs.  He held me, and he kissed me a lot.  He smelled so nice. It felt so wonderful to have His arms around me, holding me.

My ex-boss and his nephew were also there, and it was nice to catch up with them. I gave the nephew his first blowjob when he turned 16 (cough, cough). I was also the first woman He saw naked.

Both of them were in town for the event with their spouses. My Ex-boss did ask permission to take me into the family bathroom and have a blowjob.  Being on my knees in front of Him brought back some beautiful memories. 

Finally, as it got close to midnight, Master-Sir took me to our suite.  We were off the Strip at another resort.  

He had me sitting on the couch, looking out the window. He pulled the butt plug out and had me lick it clean.  We toasted the old year, and we kissed.

Then I saw Him bring out the evil clamps.  He hadn’t played with them in a long time, and now He wanted to.  Worse yet, these were not just the evil nipple clamps; they had a chain going down to a clamp for my clit. This was going to be a painful New Year’s Eve.

Something I am not proud of and something I really do, but I begged Him to do something else. Those things are painful, especially when he pulls on them as He gets close to coming.  I hate them.

I pleaded with him to use something else for this moment.  A paddle, the larger butt plug, anything where I would be allowed to enjoy some of what I knew was about to happen.

Nope, He smiled as he attached them and then ordered me over the couch, and I felt Him push in me.  There was no foreplay or anything romantic. 

The clit clamp was causing me so much pain, I could not focus on anything else, and I knew I would not be having any orgasm as he was going to enjoy having one.  But I am His slave, and He does as He wants with his slave. 

I was hurting as he just used my pussy for His pleasure.  I could feel His cock get harder each time He pulled on the chains as I was moaning/begging/crying.

I was right; the pain from the clamps never allowed me to enjoy being used.  I tried to watch as the celebration began, but my eyes were filled with tears.

In the middle of the fireworks, I felt Him reach under me and take the clit clamp off.  The sudden flood of blood was worse than the feeling of them on me.  And then I felt Him shoot His load in me and scream, “Happy New Year.”

Between the pain from the clamps, the feel of Him humping me, and then the rush after he took them off just as he was coming and the fireworks were at their peak, I was one mess of emotions… 

Have I ever mentioned how my Owner is a master at fucking with your emotions?  He is.  Master-Sir pulled me around, pulled off the nipple clamps (OUCH), and kissed me deeply as he massaged my boobs.  My mind was all blubber at that point.

I could not tell you if I came or not. I didn’t care.

After I sucked His cock clean, He pulled me by my hair onto the bed (yum). He had me sit on top of him, His soft cock under my wet pussy (I love that) as we toasted to the new year.

He hugged me and kissed me again. Did I mention He was a great kisser when I was allowed to be kissed?

I collapsed from being drained of any energy. Smiling and in love. I fell asleep.

In the morning, we both woke up at the same time.  He rolled me back on top of him and fucked me.  He hasn’t done that in ages. To feel Him in me and letting me ride His cock, was another round of orgasms. 

With my hands behind my back, riding His cock up and down, He bit and pulled on my nipples until I was about to orgasm (again), and He pushed me off. Ordering me to finger myself as he came in my open mouth.

I didn’t know what to do or feel at the time.  I wasn’t happy not having Him use me to the end.  I wanted so badly to feel Him cum inside me; it’s been a long time since he or anyone did that.  But I was happy just being used for His pleasures.  

We showered together, and that’s when he told me, “In 2024, You will not be allowed to orgasm from penetration.”

Saying that like yesterday morning, on the floor at home, with my fingers, I will beg to come as he and others watch. 

Sometimes, he can play the ultimate mind-fuck on me!

But again, I would never trade my life today for my life before I became His slave.  Never. He owns me, and I will do whatever he tells me to do, or I will suffer any way my Owner deems I need to suffer to please Him.

That is what I wanted and what He is giving me.

 2024 is going to be an exciting year! I hope you had a wonderful

New Year’s – New Year

Master-Sir returned from San Diego just before Christmas. The Pretty Brunnette is still not back to begin normal self, so her family is now helping out. Her sister The Pretty Blonde is living with her for the foreseeable future.

SO Master-Sir came back to His humble home a d His obedient slave for the holidays. Christmas was a small affair with Master-Sir playing host to my Boss-Sir and His lovely lady for a Christmas Dinner. She does not know I am His slave.

It is always a little strange to be allowed to sit at a table with people, be dressed like you were a proper lady while your Master/Husband holds your hand and says nice things to you as He kisses you while others watch!. Like a real vanilla couple does!

Las Vegas was a busy mess that week and I worked Christmas day until New Years’ Eve day without a break. Our office was closed for the weekend. A rare treat for us. But that’s just because we will hit it hard and heavy after that for the big CES convention. No time off for the weary!

Friday afternoon, we went over to His Boss’s house for a dinner party to ring in the new year. Everyone there was on their best behavior and of the 20 people there, most of them were vanilla. It was boring but delightful.

Again, I got to play like I was a real lady with her loving man. I was allowed to sit on the furniture and talk without much worry about protocol. Although I snuck in some slave things like sitting on the floor in the living room at His feet while we all say around talking about the year that was. It looked cute and romantic to the vanilla people!

Master-Sir still used His little hand gestures and words to keep me in my slave mode and let me know when I needed to serve Him for something like a fresh drink or to allow me to use the bathroom.

His Boss did take me to the bedroom to give Him a blowjob as well as His wife did the same for my Master-Sir once. It was also a nice time to privately wish each other a Happy New Year and to talk a bit about what the new year may mean to us as friends as well as individuals.

The Big Moment is Soon

Master-Sir and I can not really pinpoint when it became a tradition, it just happened when we moved to Las Vegas from Phoenix.

The window out the Master Bedroom has a distant view of the Las Vegas Strip and on New Year’s they have a big fireworks show visible from almost anywhere in the valley.

Master-Sir has always had me naked, sometimes in bondage, but always, every year we have lived here, He has fucked me doggie style as we watched the fireworks hit their grand finale and we welcome in the new year.

There have been only a couple of times in the last dozen years, where the big event happened in another location other than our house and the Master Bedroom. This, obviously would be one of those moments.

The Moment

For Las Vegas, New Year’s was windy and it was frosty cold. But like good little troopers, they all headed out the front door to stand in the yard to watch the display. Master-Sir took me up to one of the guest bedrooms that we know so well!!

Since I had been dressed almost all day, Master-Sir made me wash up and make sure I was properly shaved. I was!!

MAster-Sir was on the bed, still partially dressed, I needed to finish His pants and to properly fold them and put them near mine.

He let me lay beside Him as we snuggled, kissed, and fondled each other like two high school kids on a prom date. But we knew it was almost time. We were on a bed that didn’t really point to the window and the Strip, so we worked it out on the bed and I was in the proper position for Him to use me and for Him to see the fireworks. If He grabbed my ponytail and held my head up I was able to see them all as well.

Of course, being the slave, my comfort was not important to Him, but He did like that I was being held in place while I was allowed to see the show. Knowing I was in pain while He fucked me was a turn-on for Him!

It felt good to have Him where He belongs, fucking me while I beg for His pleasures. To be serving Him and having Him love me serving Him.

As He fucked my pussy, He actually allowed me to finger myself at the same time. Of course, that meant my eyes were closed as I heard and felt the fireworks. I don’t think what I felt was from the fireworks outside!!

As I was feeling Him grow and moan louder, I was anxiously awaiting His reward as He suddenly pulled out. I opened my eyes as I feel Him pull me back and put me on my back. He was smiling as He did that. he gave me a kiss as He climbed on the bed, straddling my body, then my face.

“You, My Bitch Slave, will start the new year right where you belong. Suckign my cock” and with that, He shoved His cock into my mouth. His body was on top and I knew He could see the outside and the last of the fireworks. All I saw was his belly as He fucked my mouth.

My consolation prize was that I got to hear the big finale. As I readied for His big finale, He told me to play with myself as He shoved His cock all the way into my throat, cutting off my air just as He started to pulse. I was trying to breathe, enjoy the feeling of being owned, choking on His cock also being allowed to bring myself to climax without dying of suffocation. Oh, yea, and to get ready to swallow!!

For New Year’s, this was an all-new experience for me! And one that I really enjoyed experiencing as He started to pull His hard cock out enough to let me catch a breath of air just before He started to pump my throat with His cum.

One of the greatest sounds in the world to me is to hear Him softly moan as I swallow what He has giving me. To feel His cock pulse as it unloads inside me. His body gets tense then weakens, raises, and lowers as He continues to unload in me.

Knowing He is enjoying the feeling of my wet warm mouth on His cock. Not worried about me and how I am doing. It’s not for Him to be concerned about my well-being, I am there to serve Him. He has my mouth and I am there for His cum. Thats my job tonight.

After He had gone soft and I have kissed, licked, and sucked every ounce of cum from Him, He lets me. We kiss to welcome in the new year and He tells me to get dressed.

What an amazing way to welcome in 2022!!

I hope it was as wonderful for you in your own way as it was for me and for us.

With all my Love, Enjoy the New year!!

My New Years, The Same, Only Different

From our first new Year’s Eve together, Master-Sir has had a ritual that He has maintained. Every time the bells toll and the fireworks lightup the sky telling us it is the new year, I am facing the new world and His cock is buried into my pussy or my ass and many of the times, He is filling the hole with my reward at that exact minute!

There have been a few years there where I was sure he would not fulfill it because I was loaned to another for their sexual purposes and the timing was tight. But silly slave girl, He is my Owner and He will keep me on my toes. I have been fucked at the stroke of midnight Every New Years Eve we have been together.

This year (?) Las Vegas did not have their annual fireworks display. However, one hotel downtown did have its own celebration. From the Masterbedroom window, it wasn’t going to be easy to see, and I knew we were not going anywhere, so I was not sure what my Owner had planned.

Master Chase was here along with my former Boss/Dom and His submissive wife, Ms Susann, who were in town for the holiday. So it was a quiet, friendly night. I was kept naked as i served everyone their drinks. Ms Susann was topless and enjoyed being that way in the “warm” desert air. To me, it wasn’t that warm! I can say that she also really enjoyed being able to be topless and submissive around other people. The first time she did so around strangers. The men all decided she could be the slave in charge of the food and snacks.

We ordered pizza and sandwiches from our favorite neighborhood place. Of course, for us, the delivery boy was my young friend, the oldest son of the owners. He was ecstatic when I told Him he could have his choice of two slaves to suck His cock for his holiday tip! He thought I would be offended, but He really wanted Ms Susann. She had longer, darker hair and he was just wanting something different.

He’s was so cute!! I had to assure Him that I wasn’t going to be jealous or upset. He is the man and He gets to decide. Besides, we have a wonderful friendship and I want to be sure that He is happy and well served. reminding Him that I would be around later next week for His day with my Owner who is helping Him with a school project. So He gets to use me all He wants then! So she took Him to the guest bedroom and she sucked His cock while he felt her big tits like he does with me. She told me later how she enjoyed how He did it with a gentle grip, not too rough but not too gentle. Saying most young men who use her just want to grip them like they were torquing a wrench or something!! Laughing, I told her I was helping Him to be more of a gentleman with the ladies. She said its working!

Close to Zero Hour

By 11:30, Susann had already given each man at least one blowjob. And to her surprise, she had no problem doing it in front of everyone. Her Master was smiling at the way she was so obedient in her ways and the proper “thank you” by kissing their feet after she had served them. I was still unsure what my owner had planned for me.

As some of the neighborhood started to light up with pirated fireworks, we all moved to the back patio, on the other side of the pool. Master-Sir had already scoped it out and set up some lawn chairs at what should be a direct view into the downtown area and the Plaza Hotel. He assured everyone that we should be able to see the fireworks from there.

It was at that moment I discovered the unusual setup. Everyone’s chairs were in a semi-circle facing out, over the wall with blankets except one. That one sat behind the others. That’s where Master-Sir sat as Ms Susann and I got everyone a fresh hot mug of chocolate and marshmallows. She snuggled in with her Master under their blanket. I was kneeling between the legs of my Master as He directed me to suck His cock. In the cold air, with no blanket. He could see the friends and the neighboring fireworks, I could see the fireworks in my head as I was upset having to be naked in the freezing cold, sucking on His beautiful cock while everyone else was under warm blankets, enjoying thier hot chocolate.

As I started to settle in on His cock in my mouth, wondering if THIS was how i was to enjoy the midnight hour. His cock was not as firm as it normally is, giving me a smile that maybe He was not enjoying the cold air with me.

Finally, I felt the tug on my hair and a command to “Get On” – Get on? He was going to let me be on top of Him and fuck His cock? Oh hell yes! The night just got better! Changing the positions, I felt Him wrap me with the blanket as I straddled His body, holding his now hard cock to guide it into my sloppy wet pussy. I was going to be fucked on the zero hour. and I was going to be the one doing the timing. I was suddenly a very happy slave again as I watched the neighboring fireworks, saw some other fireworks off in the other parts of the valley, and felt His cock fill my long-neglected hole.

I heard the command “Hands behind your back Bitch slave”. Yes Sir !! I always feel so much better when not allowed to enjoy myself as much with my hands in that position. I know, sounds weird, but I love being “that way”. Hands behind my back, on His cock makes me ride taller and straight. That works to get His cock deeper into me if that makes any sense to the non-female readers. it is such a wonderful way to be fucked or in this case, to fuck my Owner’s cock.

As I felt Him get bigger, He commanded me to cum. What was this? I was now being allowed to cum before Him! No Problem master-Sir, I did! I started to shake as I felt His hand slap my ass telling me to keep going. I wanted to stop and enjoy the spasms, the lights, and the stars in my head. Only a few times has he ever let me ride His cock on top like this and it was really giving me some large and enjoyable climaxes. But I needed to remember, to focus. I was allowed this reward while being used for HIS needs, not mine.

A few minutes later, as if on cue, the final set of some really explosive fireworks coming from the top of the Plaza Hotel in Downtown Las Vegas was happening as I felt my owner doing the same inside my pussy. He pulled my hair back so that I could not move as He continued to spasm and fill me with His cum. Everyone was cheering and I felt a little blush thinking they were cheering for me, for my owner fucking me. But in reality, it was just a really beautiful show in the sky.

I was breathing too heavy to really care who or what was being applauded…

The New Year Arrives

Master Chase was the first to get up and walk by us. He smiled, kissed me to wish me a happy new year. Pinching my rock hard nipples. Master-Sir asked Him to start the fire pit. we would all gather around there to close out the night. Master-Sir was still holding me in place as my former Boss/Dom led His submissive to the firepit. He stopped to do the same. Giving me a kiss and Master-Sir kissed Ms Susann and wished each other a wonderful new year.

Now all that was left was for me to kiss my owner and thank Him. But He had other ideas. My first kiss of the new year would be His cock as I cleaned our juices off His cock and lick off the drippings on the blanket that I was wrapped in. Then Master-Sir bent down to kiss His slave and to wish me a Happy new year.

After exchanging “I love you’s” I was ordered to get off and to crawl on all fours to the firepit. He was my owner and i was His Bitch Slave, His dog. and I needed to start acting like it.

New Year Changes

So many emotions, feelings and thoughts were hitting me as i did as he commanded me.

This was the first New Year He used me in front (or behind) others. It had always been us alone and usually in the bedroom. I will say that this was a really nice and surprising way to end such a horrible year and to have my first command of the new year be to walk like a slave-dog to the firepit was absolutely the most excitingly erotically humiliating way for me to begin the new year.

Seeing that I am writing this after the event and knowing now what changes He has made for me to follow, I now understand His reasoning for the way we celebrated the new year. it was still keeping with our tradition while being a wonderful way to start a new year and the new life He has decided to make for His property.

More on that later.

Right now, I would really love to hear if you have any traditions you have for welcoming in the new year? Any new plans, goals or traditions you have started with the new year?? What is 2021 going to be for you??

Thank You all for your love and support. Your friendship and your feedback and comments mean so much to me. I enjoy knowing i have you following me. Please, Please let know how I can make this a better blog for you in the new year. ok??

From a Very Well Loved and a very well owned slave,

Happy 2021 everyone!!

Bitch Slave

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