If you are expecting some sappy love filled blog post for valentines Day. Sorry, we don’t go there!! I know I am a well loved Owned slave. What more do i need?
Instead, I have an update!
Some of you have asked for a follow-up to my post about a friend (Slave Lisa) staying with us who wanted to explore her submissive side and her dark desire to be a slave. Her beauty and her high-class job have prevented her from living out any part of her desire to serve a worthy man.
Yes, she is very beautiful and as you can expect, she has always used that beauty, along with her charm and her brains. She took that all and has built a very rewarding career selling pharmaceuticals to doctors and to clinics.
She was suppose to be with us for a month. End of January to the end of February. To her credit, she almost made it the full month before finally calling “Red” and heading back to her comfy, beautiful life in San Diego.
No harm was done. we all parted s friends. She and I still talk and chat often. It just wasn’t what she was expecting and she was glad to have found that pout in such a well protected and loving environment. .
What Happened?
She has asked me not to divulge too many details about what she did and what all had happened other than to explain she found her dreams were best left as dreams. She did say that she enjoyed being able to at least escape her life for a few weeks and become something and someone else for a while.
The first big surprise was when she discovered that my Owner was not a pushover. She was beautiful, no doubt. but He was not going to let that get in His way of showing her what it’s like to be a slave to Him.
He had a slave who is fluffy and could not compare to her beauty. But it wasn’t beauty that He wanted and from what they had talked about, she wanted to experience the life of a slave, not the life of a beauty queen playing a pretty submissive.
She got to see what real life was like for us other people who lived their life on skills, not on beauty. What surprised me was how surprised she was to learn just how far her beauty got her in life when she ran into a man who did not fall for her charms and batting eyelashes while demanding that she clean the entire bathroom. She found out that He really expected her to be naked all the time including her time cleaning toilets!
In sex, He would start by using her, fucking one of her holes while I was made to watch. Then as he was building up her orgasm, He would pull out and shove His cock into my throat to finish himself off. Or He would start using my holes, get me moaning and ready for His cum and he would pull out to shove His cock into one her holes.
This was like a giant shock to her system to think that any man would NOT want to use Her exclusively for His sexual pleasures.
It was on this point where we agreed. I thought with her here, He would ignore me 100% and use her for sex. Why Not? She was smaller, not as heavy (!) She was tighter in all the holes and she had a body most men would kill to worship. But instead, He used us back and forth. It drove her crazy!
The things she and I talked about were like two high school girlfriends. For me, that was so strange, because no girl that beautiful would have ever talked to me in high school. I was, like i am now, fluffy (fat). But here we were. Talking like real girlfriends about our lives.
She was brutally honest in her talks and that really helped us both. She talked about how she now sees what others saw. That she always got whatever she wanted based on her beauty. Until now. and it really hurt her the first few times when Master-Sir took me to bed and sent her to another room to sleep.
But she also told me she saw true love. Two people committed to being together and are open about their lives with each other. The fact that my Owner, in her mind, really does love me and protects me like no other man she has ever met. She wants a man like that!
She also had a life-changing realization. That this experiment where she got to touch one of her dreams and being used not as a beauty queen, but as some ordinary sex slave, she realized her life has not been right. She realized that she is not living her life in any form. But she is living the life others made for her. The life her Mom (who from pictures, was also a hottie) wanted for her. And what other people expected her to be. It’s not what really makes her happy and she saw me being happy beyond any dreams she ever had about happiness. She wants “That”.
The Final Event
In the end, when she knew she wasn’t going to make it the full thirty days, she decided to just let it all go. She knew she was in a safe environment. She could be that wild child she claims she was once in college.
Super Bowl Sunday, my Boss made me work. So she was on her own for being the house slave for the Big Game. She would have to be naked in a house filled with strange men drinking and watching sports. Six or so friends that Master-Sir wanted to spend the day with. My Owner talked ot her about what normally happens. I am used to serve them drinks, snacks and be half time entertainment. Plus the men get to use me for sex.
She, in her mind, had already checked out. So she agreed to be the sex toy for them with a limit to one blowjob per person. She was already naked, expecting to be felt up, touched, pawed, and whatever else. (not that they would be that disrespectful) So why not be her old college slut?
When it all came down, she told me she just went into the deep end like she supposedly did a few times in college and she let my Owner dictate the rules. She got to play the sex toy, serving wench, and other things during the game and be the half time entertainment. She got to be the center of entertainment and be used not for her beauty, but for her holes. Her sexual uses.
She got to live on the wild side one last time. And she enjoyed it. Saying it will be great masturbation material for the next few years. But for the entire experience, that it was, too much slave stuff and not enough couple stuff. That’s what she wants.
She was actually very happy when she was explaining this to me. She was happy, healthy, and wanting to move on with her new life and newfound desires. She found what she really wanted. and it was what I had. A happy submissive relationship with a wonderful, dominant man.
So I pointed her towards some great websites that focus more on Domestic Discipline (DD), as well as some websites and forums that will help her explore the Head of Household (HoH) kink. She thinks that’s more her style.
And for me, I got to see just what a wonderful owner I belong to and what a wonderful life I am living. It is where I am suppose to be. I am very well Owned. Even she agreed that I am beyond just a “slave” but that I am His Property to the core. I am Owned and I am loved!
Thank You for the comments and the questions! I love to know what you think!