The last three months have been a long road, and I have not been very good at keeping up. Life gets in the way! So maybe this is the start of a wonderful revival!
Everybody left. No family is currently here or planning to visit for at least a few weeks. It feels nice to have the house back back to our everyday day-to-day lives, or whatever this is now. But I also miss having them here to serve and to be used by them.
On top of the others I was serving, having an eighteen-year-old stud muffin, Master’s nephew, with energy and the ability to reload quickly, was getting to be too much for this old slave!
Master’s Update
Master Sir has regained most of his abilities. He is sleeping in his own bed, and when Miss Amy is not here, he allows me to sleep with him.
On the nights she is here, I am told to sleep on the floor on his side. Otherwise, I am in my room. She has started to enjoy having me on the floor, knowing a wet tongue is close by if needed.
No More Orgasms
I know, we have been down this road before. But with the help of Miss Amy, Master-Sir has kept to His promise of never letting me have an orgasm. The longest I have gone without one is six months. Most of the time, He will break and let me have one for a special occasion or allow others who use me to have one. They like to hear me moan, cry, and slobber when I have permission to cum.
But it’s been three months since my last one, and even those who use me have agreed never to let me have one, no matter how badly I beg. And I have yet to slip and get punished.
He smiles when he tells me how long it’s been (three months) and that it will be that way for a long time, “maybe forever.” This time, I think he means it.
Explaining the pain, agony, and excitement of not having when is always challenging. The most painful part is when I am reminded of it, as Miss Amy makes me edge myself on the furniture while they watch, and she asks me how long since my last one. She is getting good at verbal humiliation!
I want one, and I may think I need one. But when denied, I get more submissive. More humble. I know that I am here to please Him and them, so my needs should not matter. And they don’t matter.
Their pleasure is what’s important and is my purpose here. And since I am not some beauty queen looking for love, conversation, and cuddling, my purpose most times is to be used simply as a friendly cumdump. I have three wet holes when they need relief. Nothing more.
Miss Amy Update
Miss Amy has made the transfer from Reno to Las Vegas. She spends most of her days working from the boss’s house. She comes over here to help my Owner with reports and other details. Then she will spend the night.
Master needs the help of the little blue pill now. So she has me suck His cock until it’s hard, then sends me to stand in the corner while I listen to them have romantic sex. And as usual, after they are done, I am called back to the bed to get them drinks and some towels and to suck His cock clean, then lick her pussy clean.
She has fallen asleep a couple fo times as I worshipped her pussy. Master-Sir likes it when I do that.
Master-Sir has not fucked me in over a month. I should correct that. He has mounted me, pounded my pussy or ass as best he could, then pulled out to cum. Or He stopped because he went weak or soft. But has yet to fuck my pussy or my ass and let me feel His warm cum in my holes other than blowjobs đ
Miss Amy has begun to enjoy a mid-afternoon orgasm when she is here, and I am off. After lunch and after I clean up, she likes to sit on a stool in the kitchen, start to read a book or something and have me between her legs licking and kissing her beautiful pussy while ignoring me.
Today
Now that life is back to a routine, and I am back working full-time, the morning rules are back in place. After my breakfast routine, I am to dress. If someone is here, they get to pick out what I wear. After that, they can use me however they want before I am allowed to get dressed.
Before I leave for work, I am inspected. Makeup on, a bra if needed. A smooth pussy, hard nipples, and a butt plug in place (no panties). The butt plug is only allowed to be removed by someone else. Usually, my Boss/Dom. But some days, He is too busy, and my number two man is also working hard, so I go the entire day filled (not good).
If it is removed, it is put back in before I leave for home. At home, Miss Amy likes to play with it before pulling it out, teasing me and making me beg for relief. She will also have me tell her who all used me that day and how they used me. Then she teases. She is asking me if I had an orgasm today or if I wanted one and begged for it. No, yes.
At night, if He/they are watching TV or something like that, I get to lay on the floor at my Owner’s feet. It’s a beautiful place to be. I feel safe and loved when I am there, and He will occasionally lean down and pet me.
It especially feels wonderful to know the worst has passed and we can move forward. He is still with us, and I am still here to serve Him.
Thank you for your patience and your kind words.
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