Thank You all for the kind words and loving E-mails. I am doing fine and feeling better each day. My Owner has restricted my time on social media. Well, actually, He told me “No” the last few times I asked permission to be alone and think.,

He knows what’s best for me, and I do feel better being unplugged for the last week or so. I am plugged, just not that way (smiles)

We are spending more time alone together. Like a real couple. I am still being used for blowjobs by His friends, but not as often as before. Plus we are sleeping together more, longer. He still keeps the dog bed next to the bed, just in case he decides I need some time out. But so far, He has allowed me to sleep with Him every night.

Miss Carol is still out of town. So it’s just Master-Sir and me. Weirdly, I miss having her here. I miss being made to lick my Master’s cum from Her beautiful pussy or to be just there to worship her body. Then to be sent away, rejected, ignored, and alone.

He allows me to sit with Him and watch TV, watching movies together. It’s been a long time since we just did that. If she’s not here, i am usually kneeling at His side, holding His drink or worshipping His cock, not watching the movie. I am here to serve Him, not be there for my pleasure.

Although Master-Sir has allowed me to have orgasms, He has not used me enough to want them. Or need them. It’s that old saying, be careful what you wish for. I don’t feel i deserve to have them. I have not earned the right to have my own pleasure while being used, if that makes any sense.

Anyway, I just wanted to let you all know I am still here, feeling better than ever, and I am sure He will allow me back online more often soon.