As I start to adjust to my new life, I really need to say that I love each and every one of you. The outpouring of condolences, friendship, and special requests has been heartwarming, to say the least.

You all put a special smile on my face as I read them. I have tried to respond to most of them and will get to all of them soon, I promise!

He was a special man who made my deepest, darkest fantasies a reality. It took me to places I had only dreamed of or masturbated to (smile).

Many wonderful people have reached out to me in my journey, telling me how I changed their lives, improved their relationships, or made them reach their dreams.

There will be a Celebration of Life here in Las Vegas next weekend for all his Vegas friends and business associates. Then, I will take his ashes back to Chicago for his family and friends to celebrate this man’s extraordinary life.

As a few of you have asked, What’s Next? I had to think about that for a while.

This man took me on a journey many of you have said you wanted to continue living through and learning from. I feel what He gave me and the blessings I have received as His slave should not end with his life but should continue to be celebrated.

Besides, I have already started to tell the story of our relationship; there are many more chapters I had planned to write.

So, this is not the end that I know of. But I may disappear for a while as I work through the new life. I will continue to live a submissive life in one form or another.

Please do not worry; my leash is in good hands, and I am safe and loved.

Thank You, again, for all the love you have passed my way.

Please do not forget about me.

We shall continue!

Love,
Crystal
Bitch Slave